I had no intention of touching Oswald
Chambers subject this morning. But during my time with God, the Holy Spirit had
decided otherwise. I found myself learning through Oswald Chambers and the Holy
Spirit something that I did not realize at the time I wrote my book “Apprehended & Apprehending”.
When I wrote my book “Apprehended & Apprehending”
which by the way is not for people who are interested in sampling Christianity
but rather for those truly yearning to know Him personally, those who already
know Him personally and those who have reached the stage in their Christian
walk with Him that Oswald talked in his devotional of April 11 & 12.
Otherwise, the book would be meaningless to you. By the time I had
written the book, I had experienced that true Salvation will always lead us to
find the “Pearl of Great Price” which to my surprise I found is God the Father.
Believe me every bit of this verse is true and it is so GRAN D that when you find the pearl of great price in Matthew 13:46 your life will never, ever be the same again. And
whether we like it or not shoddy Christianity is left behind and you can only
go forward with the Father. “Who,
on finding one pearl of great value, went and sold all that he had and bought
it.”
In my book, my writing was based on what
the triune God taught me and my experiences of it though Him. This is one of
the beautiful things about learning directly from God. I was taught what Oswald
Chambers teach today in his devotional where he used Romans 6:9-11. In my
book I used the same analogy but I learned it from Philippians 3 as God set out
to impart to me what He meant through Paul in verses 10-12.
I don’t know about you but I am excited as
I see the beauty of God’s Word and how everything stands by itself yet
everything is intertwined together. Oswald said today that eternal life is not a gift from God
but it is THE GIFT OF GOD. My dear friends, it
is about possessing God Himself, that’s what Oswald means. While it is true
eternal life is a gift from God but the
gift is HIM. You see, when you make the decision to leave it all
behind, meaning intellect, pride, sin, knowledge, understanding etc and go
forward with God to find out what those annoying people keep going on about, as
if they know God better than the average Christian, you find God the Father, in
the process. (Actually to a certain extend it is the story of the great C.S
Lewis)
It is only when you find God the Father,
you realize the goal of Salvation, the whole idea behind Salvation which God
showed me is as big as the ocean, is in effect about finding God the Father. He
is the endless gift behind it all. Oh I wish you could see the beauty of
it all with the eyes of your heart. I wish you could go on to experience the
depth, the length, the strength, the width and so on, that is involved in
finding the Father. Make no mistake, I did not find Him when I was
standing by myself under the law, and doing my things apart from Christ. He
revealed Himself to me while I was inside of Christ. Understand what I am
saying, we were both, inside of Christ. I found out He was always there all
along, but could not reveal Himself to me until I was ready, because as much as
it is a friendship and relationship with our father, it is also a process. This
process it is the reason Oswald Chambers is pleading with us in his devotional
to go forward apprehending what Christ had apprehended us for. The strange
thing is, once you apprehend the reason why Christ apprehended us for which
means possessing God the father, you are driven by that ambition to apprehend
more and more of Him. It is so strange, you find that you can never get too
much of Him and you cannot be quenched.
In my book I explained how the life that
is in Christ is imparted to us. It is as if God is changing your very own DNA
with His life. He feeds it to you slowly as if you were an infant in the
mother’s womb, Christ becomes the mother here. I still find it mind boggling
the idea of me being in Christ, Christ being in me, Christ being in God and God
being in Christ. While in my walk with Him I have experienced it, but it still
gives me a headache to think about it. I cannot wait for God to take away the
limitation when I die so that my little pea brain does not explode with this
beautiful truth.
While we sit there like a dog with a bone
claiming one or two verses here and there to stand our ground and make excuses
not to go forward, if we only bothered going forward, God would show us that
all those things we tend to think are made up by other people to rock the boat,
and our enjoyment of complacency. We would learn the depth of certain verses
that escape us in the Bible. What I mean by that, some people would say, well,
we do not need that and it is apostasy. This is why we have to test the spirits.
We do not gobble up everything people say because we like them, or that they
look good, or perhaps they agree with our idea of Salvation which keeps us in
complacency with God to begin with. If we do that, we are no better than
unbelievers trying to decipher the Bible to make fun of us and show how stupid
we are and how bad our God is. When we do not test the spirits first through
the Holy Spirit, we are nothing less than fools. We give Satan’s ammunitions
and he tightens up the chain that keeps us in bondage and in ignorance of the
true God.
What Oswald wrote today, in the same way I
concluded in my book that we need to go forward to claim the life we have in
Him we can find one instance in the Bible where Paul said the same thing as
well. Galatians 4:19 expressed so nicely why
Paul was suffering like a pregnant woman about to give birth. He knew they were
missing a big component which was needed. Hence “My dear children, for whom I am
again in the pains of childbirth until Christ is formed in you,” this is a
beautiful verse pregnant with meaning directly related to our eternal life. You
are free to see this verse as the word of God and admit and commit to it. Or,
you are free to see it as Satan wants you to. The choice is yours. Be
forewarned that choosing Satan’s side by minimizing the meaning of this verse
does not change God’s truth and does not let you and I off the hook.
Matthew Henry’s commentary is my
favourite. Here is what he said about it 4:19 ,
20 “The Galatians were ready to account the apostle their enemy, but he
assures them he was their friend; he had the feelings of a parent toward them.
He was in doubt as to their state, and was anxious to know the result of their
present delusions. Nothing is so sure a proof that a sinner has passed into a
state of justification, as Christ being formed in him by the renewal of the
Holy Spirit; but this cannot be hoped for, while men depend on the law for
acceptance with God. The
truth is every single time we walk without Him, provide explanations and
decipher the Bible on our own apart from the Holy Spirit, all we do is put
ourselves right back under the law.
The beauty of all this captivates me so
much that I could go on deciphering Oswald’s devotional because I lived it all
out with Him in the wilderness. But, I want to make something clear. My
comparing myself with the same deductions that I came up with Oswald has
nothing to do with me thinking that I am close to walk in Oswald’s shoes. On
the contrary, one of the reasons I got excited is because I can see that God
can teach me in the smallest and the biggest things. I got excited because I
learned something new today through the devotion and I am happy because I am
learning from the same God who taught Oswald His Word. I am well aware that I
have a long way to go and one will never arrive in this life.
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