Romans
2: 4 “Or do you show contempt for the
riches of his kindness, forbearance and patience, not realizing that God's
kindness is intended to lead you to repentance?”
I have
read on several occasions that there is no need for repentance to be saved. I
have no idea what that means. The Bible could not be clearer on this subject.
So, what would possess someone to say you do not need repentance is beyond me.
Luke 13:3 “tell you, no! But unless you repent, you too will all perish.” The
Bible tells us that God is the one that brings repentance into the heart and 2
Tim 2: 25 “Opponents must be gently instructed, in
the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to knowledge of the
truth.” Sadly,
with our washed down gospel, the opponents are right here in the Church with us
today.
Until
God brought the gift of repentance to my heart, I had no idea that I was going
through my Christianity without ever truly repent. All of us have the ability
to babble some words and ask God for forgiveness, especially before communion
time, we close our eyes and in all the sincerity we have in our heart we ask
Him to forgive our sins. But what does that means? If repentance has not been
granted to you by God, then you go on recycling the same old things over and
over again.
This is
why ignorance is truly sad. I remember my father used to say “I’d rather
have the fever than being ignorant” I have no idea where he got this saying
from. But as I became a true Christian, I realized how this silly saying is so
important. With ignorance, it is like being born blind and you go through life
never knowing that it is not normal to be born this way. Mind you, in such case, it would be a
blissful ignorance, but not when it comes to God’s Word. As we go through our
own mechanical repentance, we have no idea that we are not right with Him and
we never quite get what the word of God means in Mathew 3:8 the new living
translation says it better “Prove by the way you live that you have repented
of your sins and turned to God”
The
fruit of your repentance is not an outward thing, but, rather the work of the
Holy Spirit gets you there, by changing your mind and your heart. Only then the
outward action is right. Only then, the fruit and the work of your faith are
pleasing to God. And this is also the only way you do not keep recycling the
same sins decades after decades. Without
knowing what true repentance of the heart means, you never move forward, you
can never grow spiritually in grace. And I do not care if you memorize the
whole Bible and other ignorant like you have appointed you to a leadership
role.
This is
also why I like using myself as a prototype when I Blog. Most of you know that
they do not come more clueless than I. The point I am trying to make when I use
myself as an example is that we do not have to remain and die in our ignorance.
I use myself because I am grateful for His grace at work in me. If one person
can come off their pedestal and acknowledge their need for Him, through reading
me, then it is worth making a fool of myself, because God is not looking for
quantity, but quality. Most of us what we need is to stop living in our
self-righteousness, our man made morality with our precious do’s and donts list.
We have not gotten to the place where we have hearts like the poor publican
sinner.
Repentance
goes hand in hand with Salvation. Not accepting it as such, is like trying to
convince people that it is possible to have a coin with one side only, and we
all know it is impossible. Even if the other side is blank but it has to be
there. I am not saying that repentance has to enter our hearts right away when
we receive salvation, but you can be sure saving faith in your heart will lead
you to repentance sooner or later and whether you like it or not. If you never
experience true repentance in your heart where you come face to face with God,
then I can say with no qualm and God will be my judge on this, YOU DO NOT HAVE
SAVING FAIT H. I have learned it directly from Him, therefore I will not
compromise to make someone else feel good. I serve God, not man.
True
repentance in the heart whether we like it or not we find that it changes our
mind as well as produce actions. And the word of God is clear on that as well
because we are told that it leads us to the knowledge of the truth in 2 Tim 2:
25. When the gift of true
repentance enters your heart, you will find yourself face to face with God
Himself. It is a transaction between you and God the Father. Then you will be
saying oh! That’s what you meant in Acts 20:21 “… That they must turn to
God in repentance and have faith in our Lord Jesus.” Until then, I did not
care about the distinction. But notice two important things in this tiny verse:
First, repentance has been distinguished from faith. Second, repentance is
toward God the Father.
It is
both, blissful and bittersweet experience when your heart comes to the
realization as to why God hates sin with a passion. All of the sudden the
exceeding sinfulness of man before God, His purity and Holiness that cannot
come in contact with sin and His grace and mercy that He showers on you. As you
come to grip with Christ’s suffering, the abhorrence of sin, the heavy grief
in your soul for finding out who you truly are, they all bring you down to your
knees and your heart melt. Through the pain of all that you have come in
contact with, you realize even though you are undeserving, yet, He is washing you in
his love, it is like you are bathing in it. The uncontrollable tears flowing
down your face while you are down on the floor and you cannot help it never to
have anything to do with sin anymore, because of what it looks like, because of
God’s indignation and because of what it cost Him. Guess what? You do not have
to force yourself to feel that way, it is just being put into your heart and it
is becoming who you are. Only then, your soul understands the difference
between being saved in your sins and saved from sins.