THIRD. The third thing that I am to speak to is that there is a fear of God in the heart of some good and godly men, yet doth not forever abide so. Or you may take it thus—There is a fear of God that is godly but for a time. In my speaking to and opening of this to you, I shall observe this method. First, I shall show you what this fear is. Second. I shall show you by whom or what this fear is wrought in the heart. Third. I shall show you what this fear doth in the soul. And, Fourth, I shall show you when this fear is to have an end.
First, for the first, this fear is an effect of sound awakenings by the word of wrath which beget in the soul a sense of its right to eternal damnation; for this fear is not in every sinner; he that is blinded by the devil, and that is not able to see that his state is damnable, he hath not this fear in his heart. Still, he that is under the powerful workings of the word of wrath, as God's elect are at first conversion, he hath this godly fear in his heart; that is, he fears that that damnation will come upon him, which by the justice of God is due unto him because he hath broken his holy law. This is the fear that made the three thousand cry out, "Men and brethren, what shall we do?" and that made the jailer cry out, and with great trembling of soul, "Sirs, what must I do to be saved?" (Acts 2, 16). The method of God is to kill and make alive, to smite and then heal; when the commandment came to Paul, sin revived, and he died, and that law which was ordained to life, he found to be unto death; that is, it passed a sentence of death upon him for his sins, and slew his conscience with that sentence. Therefore, from that time that he heard that word, "Why persecutes thou me?" which is all one as if he had said, Why dost thou commit murder? he lay under the sentence of condemnation by the law and under this fear of that sentence in his conscience. I say he lay under it until Ananias came to him to comfort him and preach unto him the forgiveness of sin (Acts 9). The fear, therefore, that now I call godly is that fear which is appropriately called the fear of eternal damnation for sin, and this fear, at first awakening, is excellent and godly because it arises in the soul from a true sense of its very state. Its state by nature is damnable because it is sinful and because he is not one that as yet believeth in Christ for the remission of sins: "He that believeth not shall be damned."—"He that believeth not is condemned already, and the wrath of God abides on him" (Mark 16:16; John 3:18,36). When the sinner at first begins to see, he justly fears it; I say, he fears it justly, and therefore godly because by this fear, he subscribes to the sentence that is gone out against him for sin.