I am not ashamed to tell
people that I have no rituals for lent. I do not give up anything to feel that
I am denying the self. Yet, since my wilderness time with God, the lent season has
become so dear to my heart, especially Good Friday. It always takes me right
back to two thousand years ago and I experience sadness, grief with a heart
full to the point of exploding with gratitude. It does not matter how much I
tell myself that I am not going to feel this way, it seems like I have no
control over what I experience this time of the year. So, I guess, in a strange
way, I have a ritual.
I pray that God would
bring us to a point where all of us would KNOW through our experiences with
Him, the depth of this love of His that never fails. May we learn to love Him in return and learn
total dependence on Him
I pray that we would all
hunger for Paul’s passion for the gospel, Abraham’s faith, Daniel’s passion for
intercession and David’s passion for God’s heart. May we walk in purity and holiness
From the Inner Life of
Ruth Bryan
1858
Good Friday.—Blessed Lord Jesus, I hail You in the
depths. I worship You in the shades of my sin and death, for there are You my
eternal life. You obtained the keys of hell and death at a costly price; even
by going into their very depths, and enduring all that justice, by them, would
have inflicted on Your Church. And now the keys are Your right, not merely as
Creator—but as Surety and Head; seeing You have paid the uttermost farthing,
and can claim the release for the once debtor. As Head You were crowned with
the curse in those emblematical thorns, and can now claim exemption for
everyone of Your members. Praised forever be Your Name, worthy Lamb. I would
forever be speaking and writing of You, from a feeling, sin-pardoned heart.
"Your presence
makes my paradise,
And where You are, is heaven."
And where You are, is heaven."
You make Good Friday every day. Good living and good dying, for You are my goodness, my fortress, and my
deliverer, my God, and the Rock of my salvation. Forever blessed be the once
crucified Redeemer. Oh, I would always live beneath Your shadow below, and
then, with open face, behold Your glories above. Jehovah be praised for Gethsemane and Calvary scenes. Oh, do fire my soul, and make me a
warm living witness of Your love "which passes knowledge." Do, Lord,
perfume me with Your fragrance, that I may be a sweet savor of You to Your
loved ones. Let us be "as one to make one living sound" in
praising You both by lip and life. I love these sacred hours alone, to get into
my sanctum and begin my heaven. My soul pants for more
revelation of You.