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14 April, 2014

The Death of Lazarus- JOHN 11:1-6

The Death of Lazarus - JOHN 11:1-6 By J. C. Ryle


Now a certain man named Lazarus was sick. He was from Bethany, the village where Mary and her sister Martha lived. (Now it was Mary who anointed the Lord with perfumed oil and wiped his feet dry with her hair, whose brother Lazarus was sick.) So the sisters sent a message to Jesus, "Lord, look, the one you love is sick." When Jesus heard this, he said, "This sickness will not lead to death, but to God’s glory, so that the Son of God may be glorified through it." (Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus.) So when he heard that Lazarus was sick, he remained in the place where he was for two more days.

The chapter we have now begun is one of the most remarkable in the New Testament. For grandeur and simplicity, for pathos and solemnity, nothing was ever written like it. It describes a miracle which is not recorded in the other Gospels--the raising of Lazarus from the dead. Nowhere shall we find such convincing proofs of our Lord's Divine power. As God, He makes the grave itself yield up its tenants. Nowhere shall we find such striking illustrations of our Lord's ability to sympathize with His people. As man, He can be touched with the feelings of our infirmities. Such a miracle well became the end of such a ministry. It was fit and right that the victory of Bethany should closely precede the crucifixion at Calvary.

These verses teach us that true Christians may be sick and ill as well as others. We read that Lazarus of Bethany was one "whom Jesus loved," and a brother of two well-known holy women. Yet Lazarus was sick, even unto death! The Lord Jesus, who had power over all diseases, could no doubt have prevented this illness, if He had thought fit. But He did not do so. He allowed Lazarus to be sick, and in pain, and weary, and to languish and suffer like any other man.

The lesson is one which ought to be deeply engraved in our memories. Living in a world full of disease and death, we are sure to need it some day. Sickness, in the very nature of things, can never be anything but trying to flesh and blood. Our bodies and souls are strangely linked together, and that which vexes and weakens the body can hardly fail to vex the mind and soul. But sickness, we must always remember, is no sign that God is displeased with us; no, more, it is generally sent for the good of our souls. It tends to draw our affections away from this world, and to direct them to things above. It sends us to our Bibles, and teaches us to pray better. It helps to prove our faith and patience, and shows us the real value of our hope in Christ. It reminds us that we are not to live always, and tunes and trains our hearts for our great change. Then let us be patient and cheerful when we are laid aside by illness. Let us believe that the Lord Jesus loves us when we are sick no less than when we are well.

These verses teach us, secondly, that Jesus Christ is the Christian's best Friend in the time of need. We read that when Lazarus was sick, his sisters at once sent to Jesus, and laid the matter before Him. Beautiful, touching, and simple was the message they sent. They did not ask Him to come at once, or to work a miracle, and command the disease to depart. They only said, "Lord, he whom You love is sick," and left the matter there, in the full belief that He would do what was best. Here was the true faith and humility of saints! Here was gracious submission of will!
The servants of Christ, in every age and climate, will do well to follow this excellent example. No doubt when those whom we love are sick, we are to use diligently every reasonable means for their recovery. We must spare no pains to obtain the best medical advice. We must assist nature in every possible manner to fight a good fight against its enemy. But in all our doing, we must never forget that the best and ablest and wisest Helper is in heaven, at God's right hand. Like afflicted Job our first action must be to fall on our knees and worship. Like Hezekiah, we must spread our matters before the Lord. Like the holy sisters at Bethany, we must send up a prayer to Christ. Let us not forget, in the hurry and excitement of our feelings, that none can help like Him, and that He is merciful, loving, and gracious.

These verses teach us, thirdly, that Christ loves all who are true Christians. We read that "Jesus loved Martha, and her sister, and Lazarus." The characters of these three good people seem to have been somewhat different. Of Martha, we are told in a certain place, that she was "anxious and troubled about many things," while Mary "sat at Jesus' feet, and heard His word." Of Lazarus we are told nothing distinctive at all. Yet all these were loved by the Lord Jesus. They all belonged to His family, and He loved them all.
We must carefully bear this in mind in forming our estimate of Christians. We must never forget that there are varieties in character, and that the grace of God does not cast all believers into one and the same mold. Admitting fully that the foundations of Christian character are always the same, and that all God's children repent, believe, are holy, prayerful, and Scripture-loving, we must make allowances for wide varieties in their temperaments and habits of mind. We must not undervalue others because they are not exactly like ourselves. The flowers in a garden may differ widely, and yet the gardener feels interest in all. The children of a family may be curiously unlike one another, and yet the parents care for all. It is just so with the Church of Christ. There are degrees of grace, and varieties of grace; but the least, the weakest, the feeblest disciples are all loved by the Lord Jesus. Then let no believer's heart fail because of his infirmities; and, above all, let no believer dare to despise and undervalue a brother.

These verses teach us, lastly, that Christ knows best at what time to do anything for His people. We read that "when He had heard that Lazarus was sick, He abode two days still in the same place where He was." In fact, He purposely delayed His journey, and did not come to Bethany until Lazarus had been four days in the grave. No doubt He knew well what was going on; but He never moved until the time came which He saw was best. For the sake of the Church and the world, for the good of friends and enemies, He kept away.

The children of God must constantly school their minds to learn the great lesson now before us. Nothing so helps us to bear patiently the trials of life as an abiding conviction of the perfect wisdom by which everything around us is managed. Let us try to believe not only that all that happens to us is well done, but that it is done in the best manner, by the right instrument, and at the right time. We are all naturally impatient in the day of trial. We are apt to say, like Moses, when beloved ones are sick, "Heal her now, Lord, we beseech you." (Num. 12:13.) We forget that Christ is too wise a Physician to make any mistakes. It is the duty of faith to say, "My times are in Your hand. Do with me as You will, how You will, what You will, and when You will. Not my will, but Your be done." The highest degree of faith is to be able to wait, sit still, and not complain.
Let us turn from the passage with a settled determination to trust Christ entirely with all the concerns of this world, both public and private. Let us believe that He by whom all things were made at first is He who is managing all with perfect wisdom. The affairs of kingdoms, families, and private individuals are all alike overruled by Him. He chooses all the portions of His people. When we are sick, it is because He knows it to be for our good; when He delays coming to help us, it is for some wise reason. The hand that was nailed to the cross is too wise and loving to smite without a needs-be, or to keep us waiting for relief without a cause

13 April, 2014

THE TENDERNESS OF JESUS - Palm Sunday



"A bruised reed He will not break, and a smoldering wick He will not snuff out." Isaiah 42:3
"He will feed His flock like a shepherd. He will carry the lambs in His arms, holding them close to His heart. He will gently lead the mother sheep with their young." Isaiah 40:11

"He has never yet put out a dim candle that was lighted at the Sun of Righteousness." –Charnock, 1628.
"Upon Palm Sunday, when Jesus rode triumphantly into Jerusalem, and was adorned with the acclamations of a King and a God, He wet the Palms with His tears, sweeter than the drops of manna, or the little pearls of heaven that descended upon Mount Hermon; weeping, in the midst of His triumph, over obstinate, perishing, and malicious Jerusalem." –Jeremy Taylor, 1613.

"When our heart does but relent, His melts; when our eye merely pities, His affections yearn. How many vices and defects of ours does He smother, how many indignities does He pass by; and how many affronts does He put up with at our hands, because His love is invincible." –South, 1633.

"Shall not the Redeemer's tears move you? They signify the sincerity of His love and pity--the truth and tenderness of His compassion. His tears were the natural genuine expressions of genuine beneficence and pity." –John Howe, 1630.

The TENDERNESS OF JESUS is a Rock-cleft, which, though nearly allied to that spoken of in our last, seems to suggest and to claim a special consideration.

A writer has remarked, that the only occasion during our Lord's public ministry, on which He laid claim to any human excellency, was when He uttered the words recorded in Matthew's Gospel--"I am meek and lowly in heart." This is not the character which the world values. These are rather some of its self-laudations, its loudest trumpet-blasts--'I am great, I am rich, I am courageous, I am cultured, I am learned.' It does obeisance to "The boast of heraldry, the pomp of power." As we had occasion to note in a previous chapter, the old Pagan qualities eulogized and canonized were bravery, manliness, heroism, and the like. Humility, meekness and gentleness were unknown in their calendar of virtues. It was reserved for the Prince of Peace to claim as His special characteristic that He cast away no bruised reeds--that He trampled out no smoking flax!
What a contrast here, also, with other religious teachers, in the weapons employed for the propagation of their tenets. Fire, and sword, and scimitar, have in most instances paved the way for spiritual conquest. Indeed, unlike their Master, even the best of His own Apostolic band had no milder method to suggest in dealing with schismatics. In imitation of the Fiery Prophet, they would have called down lightning-bolts from Heaven on the churlish Samaritans. Peter's unsheathed sword would have dealt deathly vengeance on the High Priest's Servant. But in both cases there was an instantaneous rebuke from the tender lips of their Lord--"The Son of Man came not to destroy men's lives, but to save them." "Put up again your sword into his place, for all those who take the sword shall perish with the sword."

"He had no curses," says an eloquent divine, "for His foes--no blows for His enemies. Such was His gentleness, that when He might have shaken the earth and rocked the thrones of tyrants, and made every idol-god totter from its blood-stained throne, He put forth no such physical power, but still stood with melting heart and tearful eyes, inviting sinners to come to Him; using no lash but His love--no battle-axe and weapon of war but His grace."

In dwelling for a little on the Gentleness and Tenderness of Jesus, let us begin by referring to one or two Old Testament prophetical intimations regarding this special feature in the character of the predicted Messiah. "The Spirit of the Lord is upon Me," said Isaiah, "because He has anointed Me to preach good tidings to the meek. He has sent Me to bind up the broken-hearted." "You have been a refuge for the poor, a refuge for the needy in his distress, a shelter from the storm and a shade from the heat."

Oriental kings and potentates of old delighted in OSTENTATION and DISPLAY. Solomon rode in his cedar chariot, with his body-guard running in glittering attire by his side, their hair covered with dust of gold. But see how prophecy describes this Greater than Solomon, as He goes forth in triumphal state--"Rejoice greatly, O daughter of Zion; shout, O daughter of Jerusalem--behold, your King comes unto you--He is just, and having salvation; LOWLY, and riding upon an donkey, and upon a colt the foal of an donkey." TENDERNESS was the sweet fragrance that was to exude from every leaf and blossom of the Stem of Jesse--"He shall grow up before him as a tender plant." The watchmen in the Canticles, when they met the dejected spouse, wounded her and tore off her veil. When she met her Lord, she receives no angry word--no look of upbraiding. "He shall deliver the needy when he cries--the poor also, and him that has no helper." "You are fairer than the children of men; grace (graciousness, tenderness) is poured into Your lips."

Passing from prophecy to its fulfillment; the whole ministry of Jesus on earth was the picture of which these are the framework. The opening act of that ministry is the proclamation of His tenderness. The earliest public utterances of a king or statesman are generally taken as indicative of the policy and principles which are to regulate his future career. How beautifully was the initial text He Himself selected in the synagogue at Nazareth, illustrated by a life and example of gentleness and love. Not, like the manifesto of many public men, misrepresented through fickleness and caprice, or the delirium of success--their promised acts and deeds of generosity and benignity lapsing into coldness, and selfishness, and austerity. As we watch the crowds of helpless and diseased, sick and fevered, orphaned, friendless, and dying, who thronged the way wherever He went, we see how the tenderness of His words was endorsed and countersigned by His equally tender deeds.

Let us go and stand by that PORCH OF MERCY and witness the throng, as severally, they approach with their tale of anxiety and perplexity--sorrow and sin.

Here is one! He comes by night. When the evening shadows have closed around Jerusalem, and no unkindly human eye is able to track his footsteps, he sneaks to those gates of compassion. His soul is fevered and restless. He is sick at heart with the worn-out conventional forms of Judaism, and longing to hear of the principles of the new Kingdom. How tenderly does the Great Teacher listen to the questions of this anxious inquirer, in the anguish of his first convictions, and unfold to him the wondrous story of God's everlasting love!
Here is another! An avaricious tax-gatherer; one who, in all probability, in common with the class to which he belonged, had preyed upon widows and orphans in extorting his unscrupulous gains; one, moreover, who, on account of his extortionate calling, we may well believe had seldom or ever listened to a kind or generous word from his brother townsmen of Jericho; rather, who had been subjected on all sides, and not undeservedly, to suspicion and distrust. Strange and novel must have been the gleam of tenderness in that eye which scanned him among the thick branches of the sycamore; remarkable the kindness conveyed in the intimation which fell on his ears, "Zaccheus, today I will abide at your house." The word of the infinitely pure One, awoke sensibilities that were dormant, or rather, which had been crushed and stifled by an unsympathizing world, and "he received Him joyfully."

Here is another! He is the most bruised and broken of all--one who had imagined himself strong in faith, giving glory to God; but who had ignominiously bent before the blast of temptation and had denied his divine Master with oaths and curses. Can there be anything of tenderness manifested towards the renegade Apostle? Surely he has placed himself, by his heinous guilt and craven cowardice, beyond the pale of forgiveness. No! when we might have thought the heart he had grievously wounded was alienated from him forever, there was first a "look" of infinite love--a melting glance, which sent him forth to weep bitter tears over foul ingratitude; and subsequently a message, entrusted to the Angel-guardian of the sepulcher and conveyed by him to the three women, "Go your way, tell His disciples and Peter." 'Go, tell the most faithless of My followers, that even for him there is still a place in My tender regard. Go, tell this wandering bird with drooping wing and soiled plumage, that even for him there is a place of shelter still open in the clefts of the Rock.' No more--when Jesus met him subsequently on the shores of Gennesaret, instead of dragging afresh to light painful memories of abused kindness and broken vows, all now too deeply felt to need being recalled; no severer utterance for unworthy apostasy was pronounced, than the gentle rebuke conveyed in the thrice-repeated challenge, "Do you love Me?"

Or, if we may revert to a yet earlier scene in His ministry, it is the occasion on which 'degraded guilt' was brought face to face with 'perfect Purity and Innocence'. He does not palliate the enormity of transgression. By no means! But He who read the heart, makes it an opportunity of proclaiming what His mission is, as a mission of forgiveness. He utters, in the case of the sinner who then confronted Him (as in that of the other weeping Magdalene who bedewed His feet with her tears), the gracious absolution, "Neither do I condemn you; go, and sin no more." He again refuses to break the bruised reed and to quench the smoking flax; to send a wreck of misery out, unsuccoured, amid the black night and the howling pitiless winds. "Go and learn," He seems to say, "what this means, I will have mercy and not sacrifice." "I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance."

Indeed, when pronouncing some of His most impressive woes and threatenings, He appears, at times, as if He dreaded lest any broken-hearted one might misinterpret His sayings, and construe His wrath against sin and hypocrisy, as indicating a lack of consideration to the penitent. Take as an example the occasion when He had been proclaiming stern words regarding the contemporary "sinful generation;" more especially rebuking them for their blind unbelief in the midst of light and privilege; declaring that for those cities which had scorned His message (Chorazin, Bethsaida, and Capernaum), it would be more tolerable in the day of judgment for Sodom and Gomorrah than for them. He seems suddenly to pause. The storm has exhausted itself. Possibly amid the crowd who had just listened to these utterances of wrath, His Omniscient eye discerned some trembling outcast--some brittle reed or sapling bending beneath the hurricane. He will not allow it to be broken. He will not permit the wind and earthquake and fire to pass, without being followed by a 'still small voice'--and then it is, that the words (unparalleled in their tenderness and beauty among all He ever spoke) come like a gleam after the tempest, or like a rainbow encircling with its lovely hues the angry spray--"Come unto Me, all you that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest."

In His last prayer preceding the Passion, how touching are His pleadings in behalf alike of His disciples and His Church! More like a mother's tenderness over her defenseless children, when, leaving the parental care, they are sent forth lonely and unbefriended to face and fight the battles of life in an ungenial world.
In the climax of His own humiliation, when nailed to the cross of Calvary, how tenderly does He commit His dearest earthly relative to the keeping of His dearest human friend! How tenderly in the extremity of anguish and soul-desertion, does He speak words of heart-cheer to the dying thief at His side! How tenderly does He plead for those who had entwined the thorn-crown around His bleeding brows, and driven the rough iron into those hands which had never been employed save to cure--never uplifted except to bless!

On the Mount of Ascension, when the gates of heaven were ajar, and its distant hallelujahs of welcome to "the King of glory" were already wafted to His ear--how tenderly He breathes a farewell on the orphaned band; as if all His thoughts and all His love were still centered on those He was about to leave behind Him--the last vision imprinted on their memories being that of His arms uplifted in benediction!

When He meets the beloved disciple in Patmos, and the awestruck beholder, dazzled with the luster of His glorified humanity, falls at His feet as one dead--how tenderly is he reminded that he is in the presence of the same unchanged and unchanging ONE, on whose bosom of love he had often pillowed his head on earth. At midnight, years before, on the dark, stormy surface of Gennesaret, the Spirit-form he and his fellow-disciples so much dreaded, spoke the reassuring word, "It is I; do not be afraid!" 'That same Jesus' comes down now from the still waters of the river of life--the nightless city of the crystal sea, with the same well-remembered soothing lullaby--"He laid His right hand upon me, saying, 'do not be afraid!'" It was, yet again, "as one whom his mother comforts." Oh, when the aged Evangelist and honored Prophet retired to Ephesus, in the evening of his life, to put in writing personal experience of the Divine dealings, well might he say (regarding these and other remembrances, indelibly impressed on him, of his living, loving Lord), "We beheld His glory, the glory as of the only-begotten of the Father, full of grace and truth!"

Let it, however, be very carefully noted, that there was nothing indiscriminate in the tenderness of Christ. It was tenderness towards the weak, the poor, the helpless, the penitent, the erring. There was, as we have already had occasion to remark, no tenderness towards sin. On the contrary, there was uncompromising severity towards all wrong-doing and hypocrisy, oppression and untruthfulness. How unsparingly He lashed the vices of the age! With what withering words He confronted and combated Pharisee and Sadducee! When the tears were scarcely dry which He wept over Jerusalem, the scourge was in His hand driving the sacrilegious traffickers from the Temple-courts, who had converted the most sacred ground on earth, into place and opportunity for ministering to their own avarice! "Get these out of here! How dare you turn my Father's house into a market!" was His voice of stern rebuke, as the guilty crowd fled affrighted from His presence.

Side by side with the Parable of the Vineyard laborers, wherein, even at the eleventh hour, a welcome was offered and wages given to every unhired idler in the market-place--we have the Parable of the Blighted Fig-tree on the heights of Olivet (with its pretentious foliage--"nothing but leaves")--stretching out its skeleton arms to heaven, a monument of vengeance--this the malediction uttered against it by these same lips of compassion--"From now on, let no fruit grow upon you forever!"

Reader, do you know the preciousness of the Rock-cleft on which we have been dwelling? amid the rough blasts of life, to take shelter in the Tenderness of Him whose love is better, truer, more enduring, than that of the kindest and most loving of earthly friends? Have you learned to sing amid the moanings of the storm–
"Jesus, Refuge of my soul,
Let me to Your bosom fly;
When the waters o'er me roll,
While the tempest still is high?"
Do you know what it is, as one of the sheep of His pasture, when weary and footsore, panting, and burdened--to run to this Infinitely gracious Shepherd, who, in the beautiful metaphor of Isaiah already quoted, delights to carry the Lambs in His arms andgently to lead His burdened ones?
WHAT ARE THESE BURDENS? They are many and diversified.

With one, it may be that of CONVICTION OF SINYou may have reached the momentous time in your spiritual history, when conscience has awoke from the 'low dream of earth' with quickened sensibility--when forgotten sins are brought before you in vivid memorial; the obligations of a misspent life flashing upon you the reality of a hopeless bankruptcy; and you feel how utterly vain is the plea with which you have long sought to delude yourself--"Have patience with me, and I will pay You all." You may feel, to change the figure, that in yourself you are the most worthless and abandoned of prodigals; that you have righteously forfeited a place within the paternal halls! But, He is waiting your return. He sees you, haggard, hunger-stricken--sick at heart. He watches the first indications of penitential sorrow. While yet "a great way off," He is ready with the fond embrace and the kindly welcome. Wondrous tenderness, surely, do these His own words describe, in that surpassingly touching parable--"His Father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck and kissed him." What! the riotous living--the spendthrift life--the debasing companionship, all forgotten? Yes, by that one kiss of forgiveness, all is buried in everlasting oblivion!

With another--it may be the burden of declension and backsliding--the guilt of apostasy from a first love--the decay of the inner life. Permitted sin and permitted worldliness have superinduced languor and lethargy. You are not what once you were--you have lost tenderness of conviction--you have blunted the fine edge of conscience--the old ardor in the divine race is gone; you have allowed the tooth of earthly cares to corrode--petty vexations and annoyances to eat out the kernel of religion--"the little foxes" have entered unchallenged the soul's vineyard and spoiled the grapes. None more bruised and broken than you. The flax, once burning clear, gives forth now nothing but noxious smoke--polluting and poisoning the atmosphere of your spiritual being! Despond not. The forgiving love and tenderness of Christ can meet your case. Burdened one, He your Shepherd is willing gently to lead you also. He will rekindle these smouldering ashes of a dying love--He will "strengthen the things which remain that are ready to die."

What says He, by the lips of the Prophet, to His backsliding people? (and He says the same to you)--"you keep right on doing all the evil you can"--(as much as to say--'You could not have done worse'). "Yet," He adds, "O Israel, My faithless people, come home to Me again, for I am merciful. I will not be angry with you forever. Only acknowledge your guilt. Admit that you rebelled against the Lord your God and committed adultery against Him by worshiping idols under every green tree. Confess that you refused to follow Me. I, the Lord, have spoken!" Jeremiah 3:12-13

With another, the burden may be of a different kind. It maybe the burden of SORROW AND TRIALHe may have touched you to the quick. It may be the woundings of friends--hardships in leading a religious life--the jeers and mockings of ungodly companions, or those of your own household. It may be the loss of worldly substance, or the blighting of fond affection, or the yawning chasm made by death and bereavement--these and similar causes may have made you weary and heavy-laden--or left you a broken bruised reed on the world's highway. You may be unable to trace the mystery of the Divine dealings--you may be even tempted to indulge in unworthy surmises regarding the Divine faithfulness!

What a blessed Rock-cleft for you also, in the tenderness of Him, who, being a disciple Himself in this school of affliction, is able to enter with exquisite sensitiveness into all your sorrows. That apparently 'rough voice' of the true Joseph to His brethren, is 'tenderness in disguise'. He will not speak too roughly. He knows what you can bear. He will temper the wind to the shorn lamb--He will make this sorrow, whatever it is, fruitful in blessing--"For thus says the Lord--as the new wine is found in the cluster, and one says, Destroy it not, for a blessing is in it--so will I do for My servant's sake."
So tender is He, that He feels what is done to His people as if it were done to Himself--"Saul, Saul, why do you persecute Me?"The faintest sound of woe still, as of old, arrests His ear. As in nature, He alike guides the planets in their orbits, and watches the fall of the sparrow; as He alike tends the kingly sun and the lowly dewdrop--so in the moral and spiritual world. While He receives the archangel's homage, He listens to the cry of the infant on its knees--or notes the tear and the wail of the widow in her agony. Like His own shepherd in the parable, He rejoices to go after the lost one--the worst truant of the fold--"until He find it."
O You, into whose lips grace is poured!--You Mighty One!--Yet infinitely tender!--ride forth in Your glory and in Your Majesty, "because of truth and meekness and righteousness!" Forbid that it should be, in the case of any perusing these pages, as with Jerusalem of old--that tears of compassion should be accompanied and followed by words of reproach and doom. "How often would I have gathered you!" How often would I have rescued the broken reed, and fanned the smoking flax--carried the feeble lamb, led the burdened, and given rest to the weary--"but you would not--therefore now is your house left unto you desolate!"

Blessed be God, that voice of kindness still sounds in our ears--that waiting Savior--though His "head be wet with dew and His locks with the drops of the night"--still stands knocking, with tones of tenderness on His lips, and the hoarded love of Eternity in His heart! The Great Apostle had many incentives to use, many golden chains with which to moor the tempest-tossed to the Rock of Ages. Among these is the very theme of our present chapter--"Now I Paul beseech you by the meekness and gentleness of Christ." It was indeed no new or original argument. It was that taught and enforced by his great Lord Himself--when He said, in the memorable words already quoted, "Come unto Me, all you that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you, and learn of Me--for I am gentle and humble in heart."

The traveler who refused to part with his cloak at the bidding of the furious chilling wind, surrendered it to the warming influence of the sun. What the tempests of the law--"the terrors of the Lord"--fail to effect--may be accomplished, and often is accomplished, by the gracious beams radiating from the true 'Sun of Righteousness'. Let us own their potency. Let us fall down, vanquished by His gentleness.


Blessed Savior, let the tenderness of Your deeds on earth--the tenderness of Your invitations to the weary and the burdened--the tenderness of Your tears wept over Jerusalem--the tenderness of Your words spoken in Your death-agony, salvation to the felon and forgiveness to the murderers--let these and other memories of gospel story--like a peal of heavenly bells, summon me to enter the opened gates of mercy. Let me listen to them, as the many-toned voices of the Beloved inviting to flee to the 'Clefts of the Rock.' There, safe--secure--at rest forever, and with the blessed consciousness of all the elevating, ennobling privileges to which Your bleeding love has exalted me--may it be mine to say in the triumphant words of the Psalmist, "You have also given me the shield of Your salvation; and Your right hand has held me up, and YOUR GENTLENESS HAS MADE ME GREAT."

11 April, 2014

Complete and Effective Divinity


I had a complete different post in mind for this morning. But this devotion today stirred my memory and all the emotions that I went through along with all the benefits that come with having the resurrection of Christ being imparted to your soul.

This post is not about sharing with you all that I have experienced with God. If you are used to reading me, you know that I am one of those weirdos that God has chosen to reveal Himself left, right and center. Sometimes, my soul is so swollen with gratitude toward Him for having dealt with me in this way, that if I do not cry and let it out; it feels as if I am going to burst because there is no more room within me to contain my emotions. I don’t know why He chose to deal with me that way and honour me with His glory, except that I have a spot in my heart for this great God and I am nuts about Him. There is also the fact that I am the biggest simpleton you will ever be given the opportunity to know. Because of my simple mind, I do not have the capacity (not enough intellect) to complicate what God ask of me. People like me are major challenge for Satan.  Make no mistake, my gratitude toward Him comes from the fact that I know how much “I am nothing” and I so wish you could see my heart.

This Devotion brought back some sad memories of people who are the pillars of a big Church. Each of them have been Christians for more than 50 years, yet felt the need to mock me when I told them that God asked me to surrender all. I remember going through the whole Bible trying to find one little verse where God literally said Christians have to surrender. I wanted to prove to them that my revelation was not made up. Unfortunately, I did not find anything that could not be refuted by them. So, I decided to keep silent and cherished God’s revelation about the need to surrender, I kept praying that He would help me understand even though I felt I was standing alone.

I decided this post today for two reasons. First, I am still sad these leaders who are responsible for thousands of souls in a very flourishing Church, could be so ignorant of God, while they have no idea. If anything they think they have so much to teach others. I still remember how everyone bought into the idea that they are so spiritual and so mature, they are considered as “father of the faith;” just thinking about them and all those that are following blindly, cause me a lot of sadness.

Before I tell you about the second reason for this post, I need to share this. For the past few weeks, I have no idea why, but I have been living this thing that feels like a dream. But, since I am not sleeping and I am going about daily chores and businesses as usual, it is strange to feel as if you are dreaming when you are not sleeping. It is as if God is feeding my spiritual brain and I can see it with my spiritual eyes. It’s all happening right in front of my eyes, outside of me. I hope you can understand what I just said. Two things that I keep seeing over and over again, is that the Bible is becoming so big to me. But, strangely the only thing that I keep taking out of it is the surrender process that God wants of us.

Now, if we go back to the life I am living in the flesh, we find that every day that I read the Bible, every chapter; every verse is filled with the surrender process. As the matter of fact, last week I was reading the Bible and suddenly I said “what the H--- E--- double hockey sticks” (I know sometimes I have a potty mouth, but I am truly ‘work in progress’.) I put my Bible down and I could not read further because I realized all of the sudden from the Old Testament to the New Testament, full surrender to God is plastered all over. I could see, it’s implied everywhere in each verse. It was basically too much for me.

Today, as I was reading April 11th Devotion from Oswald Chambers, I became conscious of one important thing. Most people write or talk to other Christian by telling them to make a decision. When we say to a Christian ‘making a decision’ it seems like we are inviting them to work harder for their salvation, which does not work well with most Christians and this subject of working for our salvation is very controversial out there. I, too, am guilty of it. I keep telling people to make the decision to go to God. Make the decision to be done away with sin. Make the decision to want to get to know Him etc. Personally, I do not think I will change my way of phrasing these things.

Today, God took me back to my decision of being done away with sin. He took me back to when I found out I was identified with Christ and life was injected into my old dry bones, then He took me back to when I first met with God, the father while I was ‘inside’ Christ. He highlighted those words for me in the devotion book

  • And once I decide that my “old man 

  • Paul’s writings is that after the decision to be identified with Jesus in His death has been made 

  • Once I have made that important decision about sin,


Then He said to me did you truly make a decision or where you living the surrendered life? There is so much to this sentence that I have to stop

I am stopping there because as I am writing, I am still on cloud nine with all that I am living out inside me. I also know how important this bit that I shared requires spiritual insight to get through and become your core being. I am going to let you ponder all, on your own, be still before Him. Be sincere in your need to find His heart. Go with an open mind, not with a mind already filled with what you know. Be nothing before Him!  Also, be open to accept, and do His will. Ask Him to put indignation in your heart, for living a half baked Christianity. Ask Him to make Himself real to you. Go to His loving and outstretched arms, He is waiting and willing. Are you willing? Don’t just believe in God, but choose to believe Him… My dear brothers and sisters these are two separate things.
I love you all,

MJ 



Complete and Effective Divinity

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Co-Resurrection. The proof that I have experienced crucifixion with Jesus is that I have a definite likeness to Him. The Spirit of Jesus entering me rearranges my personal life before God. The resurrection of Jesus has given Him the authority to give the life of God to me, and the experiences of my life must now be built on the foundation of His life. I can have the resurrection life of Jesus here and now, and it will exhibit itself through holiness.
The idea all through the apostle Paul’s writings is that after the decision to be identified with Jesus in His death has been made, the resurrection life of Jesus penetrates every bit of my human nature. It takes the omnipotence of God— His complete and effective divinity— to live the life of the Son of God in human flesh. The Holy Spirit cannot be accepted as a guest in merely one room of the house— He invades all of it. And once I decide that my “old man” (that is, my heredity of sin) should be identified with the death of Jesus, the Holy Spirit invades me. He takes charge of everything. My part is to walk in the light and to obey all that He reveals to me. Once I have made that important decision about sin, it is easy to “reckon” that I am actually “dead indeed to sin,” because I find the life of Jesus in me all the time (Romans 6:11). Just as there is only one kind of humanity, there is only one kind of holiness— the holiness of Jesus. And it is His holiness that has been given to me. God puts the holiness of His Son into me, and I belong to a new spiritual order.

10 April, 2014

Complete and Effective Decision About Sin


Today’s devotion from Oswald Chambers deserves our special attention. I could not help smiling as I was reading it because I know I was not prepared for what comes next after making the decision to deal with sin once and for all. I have to say as much as I love Oswald’s writings, one of my frustration before I became a mature Christian, was to find out that he did not tell me all that I needed to know. Of course, as I grew spiritually, I understood this was not his fault. For instance, when I read his devotion book, often I was gripped by what I read and I wanted to get there with God in the same way Oswald was able to understand. So, I would start by talking to God; pull myself up to finally make the decision to be done away with sin. Usually when you spent time telling God everything that is in your heart it feels pretty good. Your mind is at rest and you thinking “Well, that takes care of this problem, it’s done and dealt with.”

But, God is weird that way. Once you talk to Him, if you are truly sincere, you find that few days after your heart to heart talk something strange happening to you. All of the sudden you start seeing sin for what it is in the eyes of God, not what you thought it was. Just when you are getting used to this revelation, you find that He starts putting the spotlight in you as He is searching in every corner of your heart and expose them to you so you can deal with them. Usually by the time I get there, I go back to the same devotion and read it again to see what I was missing because it is turning out to be a bigger deal than I expected.

Ten weeks down the road, I simply could not stand the pain that God brought to my door steps. One miserable day I could not understand why I felt the need to keep singing all day long “Oh! Death where is your sting?” Then, suddenly the Holy Spirit said to me “you know, if you do not let me deal with your sin in this way, then the sting of death is still in you” I remember sitting straight right away and I looked around to see if anyone was looking at me. When I finally came to my senses, I pondered on the fact that I was under the impression that as soon as I became a Christian through the new birth, I identified with Christ, so the sting of death was no longer in me. Anyway, it was a long process for God to help me understand the justification process as well as the Salvation that I received had to be worked out in me. It turns out that a tiny part of working Salvation through me was to deal with sin once and for all.  Most of the time, God has graced me with the knowledge of what is being done in me so that I could cooperate with Him.

It was only after I went through the process of co-crucifixion with Christ that I understood this tiny part of April 10’s devotion. While Oswald dedicated four tiny lines at the bottom of the page, I had no idea that it was a process that would last weeks and painful more than anything I ever experienced. The co-crucifixion is real. During that time, I learnt about how important it is to God that we let Him impart His life in us. I learnt about inbred sin and most of all I learnt that each one of us has to go through it with Christ. You also know when it is over because even your bones are screaming right through your body, “I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me…”  I was walking on air, I felt like a bird. I felt the pain of my co-crucifixion was worth it. I was grateful to God for taking me there

Then I sat still with God as I tried to understand and make sense of the fact that not long ago, I thought I was in good standing with God as a Christian because I could read in the Bible that I have been crucified with Christ. I had no idea that it was important to work it in me. I started feeling the heaviness of knowing that so many I left behind in the Church, they have no idea that they too need to get there with Christ. I remember asking God “what are you going to do?” I asked that, because He allowed me to see the state of my Church and the Church at large and how most Christians are like caterpillars yet in their minds they think they have already been transformed into a butterfly. Some think that the transformation will take place when they are not even looking.

Yet, God was able to share with me how He is able to isolate and set apart right here, all those that are going to be in His army. Like He did with me, He is able to orchestrate situations in their lives to walk them through the process, whether they like it or not. This was the time where I understood how our intellect can be like a runaway train. So, God planed salvation as deep as the depth of the ocean, yet we dip our toes in the ocean and we are satisfied. I should stop here because sometimes when I think of those things I find it sad and depressive.

It is funny how sometimes people say to me that I complicate salvation. But, they do not understand they are talking through their lack of understanding. Because, there was a time I felt as I read books and the Bible, salvation was too complicated and too confusing. In fact, in talking about it, someone told me “don’t worry about it. All you need to know is that you are saved, you cannot lose Salvation and God cannot lie.” But, that is not helpful at all. This attitude is a recipe to tempt God and hold Him responsible for our ignorance and lack of Spiritual understanding and growth.

After I stopped being confused and overwhelmed by Salvation, I realized these feelings came from my lack of knowing God. Worst than that, they were there because I was trying to understand Salvation with my own intellect and in the flesh. Once I got it from God’s point of view, salvation became as easy as 1, 2, 3. Walk in the Spirit with a willingness to yield everything to Him, then He will make it all clear to you.




Complete and Effective Decision About Sin

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Co-Crucifixion. Have you made the following decision about sin—that it must be completely killed in you? It takes a long time to come to the point of making this complete and effective decision about sin. It is, however, the greatest moment in your life once you decide that sin must die in you-not simply be restrained, suppressed, or counteracted, but crucified—just as Jesus Christ died for the sin of the world. No one can bring anyone else to this decision. We may be mentally and spiritually convinced, but what we need to do is actually make the decision that Paul urged us to do in this passage.
Pull yourself up, take some time alone with God, and make this important decision, saying, “Lord, identify me with Your death until I know that sin is dead in me.” Make the moral decision that sin in you must be put to death.
This was not some divine future expectation on the part of Paul, but was a very radical and definite experience in his life. Are you prepared to let the Spirit of God search you until you know what the level and nature of sin is in your life— to see the very things that struggle against God’s Spirit in you? If so, will you then agree with God’s verdict on the nature of sin— that it should be identified with the death of Jesus? You cannot “reckon yourselves to be dead indeed to sin” (Romans 6:11) unless you have radically dealt with the issue of your will before God.
Have you entered into the glorious privilege of being crucified with Christ, until all that remains in your flesh and blood is His life? “I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me . . .” (Galatians 2:20).

09 April, 2014

Forgetting the Dung - J.I. Packer, in Knowing God

Excerpt from the devotion book: How Great Is Our God 

Whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ. (Phil 3:7)

Not many of us, I think, would ever naturally say that we have known God. The words imply a definiteness and matter-of factness of experience to which most of us, if we are honest have to admit that we are still strangers. We claim, perhaps, to have a testimony, and can rattle off our conversion story with the best of them; we say that we know God – this, after all, is what evangelicals are expected to say, but would it occur to us to say, without hesitation, and with reference to particular events in our personal  history, that we have known God? I doubt it, for I suspect that with most of us our experience of God has never become so vivid as that.

Nor, I think, would many of us ever naturally say that in the light of the knowledge of God, which we have come to enjoy, past disappointments and present heartbreaks (as the world counts heartbreaks) don’t matter. For the plain fact is that the most of us they do matter.

But those who really know God never brood on might-have-beens; they never think of the things they have missed, only of that they have gained. “What things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ,” wrote Paul. “I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may know win Christ…. That I may know Him” (Philippians 3:7-10) When Paul says he counts the things he lost as “dung” he means not merely that he does not live with them constantly in his mind; what normal person spends his time nostalgically dreaming of manure? Yet, this, in effect, is what many of us do. It shows how little we have in the way of true knowledge of God.


08 April, 2014

The Good for Nothing Prophet



I was reading this chapter of 1 Kings 13, and I find it so sad, not because of what happened to the prophet who disobeyed God, but because I know it is happening on a daily basis in today’s Church.  We are like the unbelievers, we want everything, we want it now and we do not want to work for it. Worse of all, we want titles at any cost. So, short of getting things from God, we go on making our own.  So, instead of investing the time to get to know Christ through the furnace of fellowship, we have a group of people who are like the good for nothing prophet we find in verse 1Kings 13:18. It is sad because it is rampant in the Church. We have more people out there calling themselves “prophet” when in reality they do not even know God personally. Anyone who has a relationship with the Spirit of God can see right through them.

It is sad to see the amount of online courses available on the internet today, to teach people how to speak in tongue or to teach them how to become prophets. A true Godly person would know, since these things are gifts from God, those selling those courses, no matter how beautiful and professional their websites look, should not be buying into their hype.

I find that every time I talk to someone, if they do not run away from me, in the end they always advise me to do what it takes to become a pastor or some offered to help me develop my gift of prophecy. It is funny to see how God used to show me how those comments are made by people who know nothing about nothing. And yes, I even had a Pastor of a big Church offering to groom me for leadership in His Church. 

Now, God does not even have to tell me not to listen to them anymore since I know. Why do I know? Because my heart is devoted to Him alone and my body is to be used by Him as His vessel. I would rather be known by the chorus of angels above for being someone devoted to do His will and delight in the menial tasks He allocates to me. I have also learned to put myself at His service, knowing fully that greatness in His service is not required, but meekness is required if I want to be used by Him. I also know if this time comes (though I doubt it) the Holy Spirit that I communicate with on a daily basis, would not leave me hanging there in complete ignorance. 

When I realized the temptations out there, to be great, to make a name for ourselves and to enjoy the ease of religion, I knew with the boldness, knowledge and wisdom that God has given to me, my heart could be easily led away from God with thousands of excuses. So I have prayed and still praying daily for God to keep me where I am, at His feet and to give me strength not to ever be tempted and get out of His will for my life. Because once we go away from God and try to make a name for ourselves, all that is left is living some kind of pretense of holiness and in the eyes of God we become good for nothing.

Even though my heart is totally devoted to Him to do His will alone, I am always, on a daily basis revising my thoughts, examining myself honestly in the light of God. I do that because I know as long as I am in the flesh, Satan could tempt me and before I know it, I could find myself in a pickle too much for me to handle, in the same way king David messed up with Bathsheba.

In those verses below, (1Kings 13:1-24) it seems that the wicked prophet has not been dealt with. No one knows why God left it this way. Since we know that no sin will remain unpunished by God, then we know in due time God will deal with the wicked prophet. I guess, we are told about the disobedience of the good prophet and how God dealt with it, to teach us a lesson. No matter what we have done for God while being used by Him, and no matter how faithful, we have been in the past in His service, we have to count it all dung as we move forward with Him. God will never use our nearness to Him or how He was able to use us in the past, as excuses to any act of willful disobedience.

I would advise you to be honest with yourself and God. Sure, it looks good when you can put a title next to your name like an Apostle, Prophet, Pastor etc. Pay attention to that little bit of pride that is in your heart when you read the title next to your name, that is a good indication of who you are deep inside. Ask yourself if God has indeed said this is how He wants to use you. Even if He said so, did you go ahead of Him or did you wait for Him to instruct you, prepared you and anoint you? If you claim to be a prophet, are you just regurgitating what is already in the Bible? Are you led by emotions or a real knowledge of God?

I know some of you will hate me for speaking to you so truthfully. But, understand that it is coming from a place of love. I know for a fact because the Holy Spirit showed me that most of you are not real and do not seem to be aware of it because you have been deceived by Satan. I am speaking from personal experiences and know how hard it is when the need to be recognized overpowers us. I know it is hard to be in the background, but if you allow God to help you, there is fulfillment, satisfaction and joy in being used by Him without being known. If you hate me for telling you point blank what I see, know that you are talking to someone who was really P..O at God when I found out I could not make a name for myself.

Ask yourself one thing, is it better to gather empty recognition to satisfy the ego now, or to be approved by God? Choose wisely!


Mathew 6:33 “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.”


1Kings 13:1-24


By the word of the Lord a man of God came from Judah to Bethel, as Jeroboam was standing by the altar to make an offering. By the word of the Lord he cried out against the altar: “Altar, altar! This is what the Lord says: ‘A son named Josiah will be born to the house of David. On you he will sacrifice the priests of the high places who make offerings here, and human bones will be burned on you.’” That same day the man of God gave a sign: “This is the sign the Lord has declared: The altar will be split apart and the ashes on it will be poured out.”

When King Jeroboam heard what the man of God cried out against the altar at Bethel, he stretched out his hand from the altar and said, “Seize him!” But the hand he stretched out toward the man shriveled up, so that he could not pull it back. Also, the altar was split apart and its ashes poured out according to the sign given by the man of God by the word of the Lord.
Then the king said to the man of God, “Intercede with the Lord your God and pray for me that my hand may be restored.” So the man of God interceded with the Lord, and the king’s hand was restored and became as it was before.
The king said to the man of God, “Come home with me for a meal, and I will give you a gift.”

But the man of God answered the king, “Even if you were to give me half your possessions,I would not go with you, nor would I eat bread or drink water here. For I was commanded by the word of the Lord: ‘You must not eat bread or drink water or return by the way you came.’” 10 So he took another road and did not return by the way he had come to Bethel.

DISOBEDIENCE
11 Now there was a certain old prophet living in Bethel, whose sons came and told him all that the man of God had done there that day. They also told their father what he had said to the king. 12 Their father asked them, “Which way did he go?” And his sons showed him which road the man of God from Judah had taken. 13 So he said to his sons, “Saddle the donkey for me.” And when they had saddled the donkey for him, he mounted it 14 and rode after the man of God. He found him sitting under an oak tree and asked, “Are you the man of God who came from Judah?”
“I am,” he replied.

15 So the prophet said to him, “Come home with me and eat.”
16 The man of God said, “I cannot turn back and go with you, nor can I eat bread or drink water with you in this place. 17 I have been told by the word of the Lord: ‘You must not eat bread or drink water there or return by the way you came.’”

18 The old prophet answered, “I too am a prophet, as you are. And an angel said to me by the word of the Lord: ‘Bring him back with you to your house so that he may eat bread and drink water.’” (But he was lying to him.) 19 So the man of God returned with him and ate and drank in his house.
20 While they were sitting at the table, the word of the Lord came to the old prophet who had brought him back. 21 He cried out to the man of God who had come from Judah, “This is what the Lord says: ‘You have defied the word of the Lord and have not kept the command the Lord your God gave you. 22 You came back and ate bread and drank water in the place where he told you not to eat or drink. Therefore your body will not be buried in the tomb of your ancestors.’”

23 When the man of God had finished eating and drinking, the prophet who had brought him back saddled his donkey for him. 24 As he went on his way, a lion met him on the road and killed him, and his body was left lying on the road, with both the donkey and the lion standing beside it. 

07 April, 2014

Why We Lack Understanding - By Oswald Chambers



Why We Lack Understanding

As the disciples were commanded, you should also say nothing until the Son of Man has risen in you— until the life of the risen Christ so dominates you that you truly understand what He taught while here on earth. When you grow and develop the right condition inwardly, the words Jesus spoke become so clear that you are amazed you did not grasp them before. In fact, you were not able to understand them before because you had not yet developed the proper spiritual condition to deal with them.
Our Lord doesn’t hide these things from us, but we are not prepared to receive them until we are in the right condition in our spiritual life. Jesus said, “I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now” (John 16:12). We must have a oneness with His risen life before we are prepared to bear any particular truth from Him. Do we really know anything about the indwelling of the risen life of Jesus? The evidence that we do is that His Word is becoming understandable to us. God cannot reveal anything to us if we don’t have His Spirit. And our own unyielding and headstrong opinions will effectively prevent God from revealing anything to us. But our insensible thinking will end immediately once His resurrection life has its way with us.
“. . . tell no one . . . .” But so many people do tell what they saw on the Mount of Transfiguration— their mountaintop experience. They have seen a vision and they testify to it, but there is no connection between what they say and how they live. Their lives don’t add up because the Son of Man has not yet risen in them. How long will it be before His resurrection life is formed and evident in you and in me?
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