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12 October, 2020
NOTES ON THE APOCALYPSE - Preface
11 October, 2020
MOODY'S ANECDOTES AND ILLUSTRATIONS---Believe
BELIEVE.
Moody and the Dying Soldier.
After the battle of Pittsburgh Landing and Murfreesboro, I was in a hospital at Murfreesboro. And one night after midnight, I was woke up and told that there was a man in one of the wards who wanted to see me. I went to him and he called me "chaplain!"--I wasn't a chaplain--and he said he wanted me to help him die. And I said, "I'd take you right up in my arms and carry you into the kingdom of God if I could; but, I can't do it; I can't help you to die." And he said, "Who can?" I said: "The Lord Jesus Christ can--He came for that purpose." He shook his head and said, "He can't save me; I have sinned all my life." And I said, "But He came to save sinners." I thought of his mother in the North, and I knew that she was anxious that he should die right, and I thought I'd stay with him. I prayed two or three times, and repeated all the promises I could, and I knew that in a few hours he would be gone. I said I wanted to read him a conversation that Christ had with a man who was anxious about his soul. I turned to the third chapter of John. His eyes were riveted on me, and when I came to the 14th and 15th verses, he caught up the words, "As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up; that whosoever believeth on Him should not perish, but have eternal life." He stopped me and said, "Is that there?" I said "Yes," and he asked me to read it again, and I did so. He leaned his elbows on the cot and clasped his hands together and said, "That's good; won't you read it again."
I read it the third time, and then went on with the rest of the chapter. When I finished, his eyes were closed, his hands were folded, and there was a smile on his face. Oh! how it was lit up! What a change had come over it! I saw hits lips quivering, and I leaned over him and heard, in a faint whisper; "As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whosoever believeth on Him should not perish, but have eternal life." He opened his eyes and said, "That's enough; don't read any more." He lingered a few hours and then pillowed his head on those two verses, and then went up in one of Christ's chariots and took his seat in the Kingdom of God.
You may spurn God's remedy and perish; but I tell you God don't want you to perish. He says, "As I live I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked." "Turn ye, turn ye, for why will ye die?"
A CHILD AT ITS MOTHER'S GRAVE.
I remember seeing a story some time ago in print. It has been in the papers, but it will not hurt us to hear it again. A family in a Southern city were stricken down with yellow fever. It was raging there, and there were very stringent sanitary rules. The moment anybody died, a cart went around and took the coffin away. The father was taken sick and died and was buried, and the mother was at last stricken down. The neighbors were afraid of the plague, and none dared go into the house. The mother had a little son and was anxious about her boy, and afraid he would be neglected when she was called away, so she called the little fellow to her bedside, and said, "My boy, I am going to leave you, but Jesus will come to you when I am gone." The mother died, the cart came along and she was laid in the grave. The neighbors would have liked to take the boy, but were afraid of the pestilence. He wandered about and finally started up to the place where they had laid his mother and sat down on the grave, and wept himself to sleep. Next morning he awoke and realized his position--alone and hungry. A stranger came along and seeing the little fellow sitting on the ground, asked him what he was waiting for. The boy remembered what his mother had told him, and answered, "I am waiting for Jesus," and told him the whole story. The man's heart was touched, tears trickled down his cheeks and he said, "Jesus has sent me," to which the boy replied, "You have been a good while coming, sir." He was provided for. So it is with us. To wait for results, we must have courage and patience and God will help us.
"YOU KNOW ME, MOODY."
Well, let me illustrate it then, and perhaps you will be able to understand it. Suppose I am dying with consumption; which I inherited from my father or mother. I did not get it by any fault of my own, by any neglect of my health; I inherited it, let us suppose. Well, I go to my physician, and to the best physicians, and they all give me up. They say I am incurable; I must die; I have not thirty days to live. Well, a friend happens to come along and looks at me and says: "Moody, you have got the consumption." "I know it very well; I don't want any one to tell me that." "But," he says, "There is a remedy--a remedy, I tell you. Let me have your attention. I want to call your attention to it. I tell you there is a remedy." "But sir, I don't believe it. I have tried the leading physicians in this country and in Europe, and they tell me there is no hope." "But you know me, Moody; you have known me for years." "Yes, sir." "Do you think, then, I would tell you a falsehood?" "No." "Well, ten years ago I was far gone. I was given up by the physicians to die, but I took this medicine and it cured me, I am perfectly well--look at me;" I say that it is a very strange case. "Yes, it may be strange, but it is a fact. That medicine cured me; take this medicine and it will cure you. Although it has cost me a great deal, it shall not cost you anything. Although the salvation of Jesus Christ is as free as the air, it cost God the richest jewel of heaven. He had to give his only Son; give all He had; He had only one Son, and He gave Him. Do not make light of it, then, I beg of you." "Well" I say, "I would like to believe you, but this is contrary to my reason." Hearing this, my friend goes away and brings another friend to me and he testifies to the same thing. He again goes away when I do not yet believe, and brings in another, and another; and another, and they all testify to the same thing. They say they were as bad as myself; and they took the same medicine that has been offered to me, and it cured them. He then hands me the medicine. I dash it to the ground; I do not believe in its saving power: I die. The reason is, then, that I spurned the remedy.
So it will not be because Adam fell, but that you spurn the remedy offered to you to save you. You will have darkness rather than light. How, then, shall ye escape if ye neglect so great salvation? There is no hope for you if you neglect the remedy.
RATIONAL BELIEF.
Once there were a couple of men arranging a balloon ascension. They thought they had two ropes fastened to the car, but one of them only was fastened, and they unfastened that one rope, and the balloon started to go up. One of the men seized hold of the car, and the other seized hold of the rope. Up went the balloon, and the man who seized hold of the car went up with it, and was lost. The man who laid hold of the rope was just as sincere as the man who laid hold of the car. There was just as much reason to say that the man who laid hold of that would be saved because he was sincere as the man who believed in a lie because he is sincere in his belief. I like a man to be able to give a reason for the faith that is in him. Once I asked a man what he believed, and he said he believed what his church believed. I asked him what his church believed, and he said he supposed his church believed what he did; and that was all I could get out of him. And so men believe what other people believe and what their church believes, without really knowing what their church and other people do believe.
10 October, 2020
THE LIFE OF DAVID ACCORDING TO THE PSALMS—CONTINUED—XV. THE SONGS OF THE FUGITIVE 5/5
It does not fall
within the scope of this volume to deal with the suppression of Absalom's
revolt, nor with the ten years of rule that remained to David after his
restoration. The psalter does not appear to contain psalms which throw
light upon the somewhat clouded closing years of his reign. One psalm, indeed,
there is attributed to him, which is, at any rate, the work of an old man—a
sweet song into which mellow wisdom has condensed its final lessons—and a snatch
of it may stand instead of any summing-up of the life by us:
May we not apply
the next words to the psalmist himself, and hear him calling us to look on him
as he lies on his dying bed—disturbed though it were by ignoble intrigues of
hungry heirs—after so many storms nearing the port; after so many vicissitudes,
close to the unchanging home; after so many struggles, resting quietly on the
breast of God: "Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright, for the end
of that man is peace?" Into this opal calmness, as of the liquid light of
sunset, all the flaming splendours of the hot day have melted. The music of his
songs die away into "peace;" as when some master holds our ears
captive with tones so faint that we scarce can tell sound from silence, until
the jar of common noises, which that low sweetness had deadened, rushes in.
One strain of a higher mood is preserved for us in
the historical books that prophesy of the true King, whom his own failures and
sins, no less than his consecration and victories, had taught him to expect.
The dying eyes see on the horizon of the far-off future the form of Him who is
to be a just and perfect ruler; before the brightness of whose presence, and
the refreshing of whose influence, verdure and beauty shall clothe the world.
As the shades gather, that radiant glory to come brightens. He departs in
peace, having seen the salvation from afar. It was fitting that this fullest of
his prophecies should be the last of his strains, as if the rapture which
thrilled the trembling strings had snapped them in twain.
09 October, 2020
THE LIFE OF DAVID ACCORDING TO THE PSALMS—CONTINUED—XV. THE SONGS OF THE FUGITIVE 4/5
The fruition heartens
for renewed exercise of
confidence,
in which David feels himself upheld by God, and foresees his enemies' defeat
and his own triumph. "My soul cleaveth after Thee"—a remarkable
phrase, in which the two metaphors of tenacious adherence and eager following
are mingled to express the two "phases of faith," which are really
one—of union with and quest after God, the possession which pursues, the
pursuit which possesses Him who is at once grasped and felt after by the finite
creature whose straitest narrowness is not too narrow to be blessed by some
indwelling of God, but whose widest expansion of capacity and desire can but
contain a fragment of His fulness. From such elevation of high communion he
looks down and onward into the dim future, his enemies sunken, like Korah and
his rebels, into the gaping earth, or scattered in fight, and the jackals that
were snuffing hungrily about his camp in the wilderness gorging themselves on
corpses, while he himself, once more "king," shall rejoice in God,
and with his faithful companions, whose lips and hearts were true to God and
His anointed, shall glory in the deliverance that by the arbitrament of victory
has flung back the slanders of the rebels in their teeth, and choked them
with their own lies.
08 October, 2020
THE LIFE OF DAVID ACCORDING TO THE PSALMS—CONTINUED—XV. THE SONGS OF THE FUGITIVE 3/5
The sixty-third psalm
is by the superscription referred to the time when David was "in the
wilderness of Judah," which has led many readers to think of his long stay
there during Saul's persecution. But the psalm certainly belongs to the period
of his reign, as is obvious from its words, "The king shall
rejoice in God." It must therefore belong to his brief sojourn in the same
wilderness on his flight to Mahanaim, when, as we read in 2 Sam., "The
people were weary and hungry and thirsty in the wilderness." There is a
beautiful progress of thought in it, which is very obvious if we notice the triple
occurrence of the words "my soul," and their various
connections—"my soul thirsteth," "my soul is satisfied,"
"my soul followeth hard after Thee;" or, in other words, the psalm is
a transcript of the passage of a believing soul from longing through fruition
to firm trust, in which it is sustained by the right hand of God.
The first of these
emotions, which is so natural to the fugitive in his sorrows, is expressed with
singular poetic beauty in language borrowed from the ashen grey monotony of the
waterless land in which he was. One of our most accurate and least imaginative
travellers describes it thus: "There were no signs of vegetation, with the
exception of a few reeds and rushes, and here and there a tamarisk." This
lonely land, cracked with drought, as if gaping with chapped lips for the rain
that comes not, is the image of his painful yearning for the Fountain of living
waters. As his men plodded along over the burning marl, fainting for thirst and
finding nothing in the dry torrent beds, so he longed for the refreshment of
that gracious presence. Then he remembers how in happier days he had had the
same desires, and they had been satisfied in the tabernacle. Probably the
words should read, "Thus in the sanctuary have I gazed upon Thee, to see
Thy power and Thy glory." In the desert and in the sanctuary his longing
had been the same, but then he had been able to behold the symbol which bore
the name, "the glory,"—and now he wanders far from it. How
beautifully this regretful sense of absence from and pining after the ark is
illustrated by those inimitably pathetic words of the fugitive's answer to the
priests who desired to share his exile. "And the king said unto Zadok,
Carry back the ark of God into the city. If I find favour in the eyes of the
Lord, He will bring me again, and show me both it and His habitation."
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07 October, 2020
THE LIFE OF DAVID ACCORDING TO THE PSALMS—CONTINUED—XV. THE SONGS OF THE FUGITIVE 2/5
The fourth psalm is the companion evening hymn. Its
former portion (vers. 2-4) seems to be a remonstrance addressed as if to the
leaders of the revolt ("sons of men" being equivalent to
"persons of rank and dignity"). It is the expression in vivid form,
most natural to such a nature, of his painful feeling under their slanders; and
also of his hopes and desires for them, that calm thought in these still
evening hours which are falling on the world may lead them to purer service and
to reliance on God. So forgivingly, so lovingly does he think of them, ere he
lays himself down to rest, wishing that "on their beds," as on his,
the peace of meditative contemplation may rest, and the day of war's alarms be
shut in by holy "communion with their own hearts" and with God.
The second portion
turns to himself and his followers, among whom we may suppose some faint hearts
were beginning to despond; and to them, as to the very enemy, David would fain
be the bringer of a better mind. "Many say, Who will show us good?"
He will turn them from their vain search round the horizon on a level with
their own eyes for the appearance of succour. They must look upwards, not
round about. They must turn their question, which only expects a negative
answer, into a prayer, fashioned like that triple priestly benediction of old
(Numbers vi. 24-26). His own experience bursts forth irrepressible. He had
prayed in his hour of penitence, "Make me to hear joy and gladness"
(Psa. li.); and the prayer had been answered, if not before, yet now when peril
had brought him nearer to God, and trust had drawn God nearer to him. In his
calamity, as is ever the case with devout souls, his joy increased, as Greek
fire burns more brightly under water. Therefore this pauper sovereign,
discrowned and fed by the charity of the Gileadite pastoral chief, sings,
"Thou hast put gladness in my heart, more than in the time that their corn
and wine increased." And how tranquilly the psalm closes, and seems to
lull itself to rest, "In peace I will at once lie down and sleep, for
Thou, O Jehovah, only makest me dwell safely." The growing security which
experience of God's care should ever bring, is beautifully marked by the
variation on the similar phrase in the previous psalm. There he gratefully
recorded that he had laid himself down and slept; here he promises himself
that he will lie down "in peace;" and not only so, but that at once
on his lying down he will sleep—kept awake by no anxieties, by no bitter
thoughts, but, homeless and in danger as he is, will close his eyes, like a
tired child, without a care or a fear, and forthwith sleep, with the pressure
and the protection of his Father's arm about him.
06 October, 2020
THE LIFE OF DAVID ACCORDING TO THE PSALMS—CONTINUED—XV. THE SONGS OF THE FUGITIVE 1/5
The psalms which
probably belong to the period of Absalom's rebellion correspond well with the
impression of his spirit gathered from the historical books. Confidence in God,
submission to His will, are strongly expressed in them, and we may almost
discern a progress in the former respect as the rebellion grows. They flame
brighter and brighter in the deepening darkness. From the lowest abyss the
stars are seen most clearly. He is far more buoyant when he is an exile once
more in the wilderness, and when the masks of plot and trickery are fallen, and
the danger stands clear before him. Like some good ship issuing from the
shelter of the pier heads, the first blow of the waves throws her over on her
side and makes her quiver like a living thing recoiling from a terror, but she
rises above the tossing surges and keeps her course. We may allocate with a
fair amount of likelihood the following psalms to this period—iii.; iv.; xxv.
(?); xxviii. (?); lviii. (?); lxi.; lxii.; lxiii.; cix. (?); cxliii.
The first two of these
form a pair; they are a morning and an evening hymn. The little band are
encamped on their road to Mahanaim, with no roof but the stars, and no walls
but the arm of God. In the former the discrowned king sings, as he rises from
his nightly bivouac. He pours out first his plaint of the foes, who are
described as "many," and as saying that, "There is no help for
him in God," words which fully correspond to the formidable dimensions of
the revolt, and to the belief which actuated the conspirators, and had appeared
as possible even to himself, that his sin had turned away the aid of heaven from
his cause. To such utterances of malice and confident hatred he opposes the
conviction which had again filled his soul, that even in the midst of real
peril and the shock of battle Jehovah is his "shield." With bowed and
covered head he had fled from Jerusalem, but "Thou art the lifter up of
mine head." He was an exile from the tabernacle on Zion, and he had sent
back the ark to its rest; but though he has to cry to God from beyond Jordan,
He answers "from His holy hill."He and his men camped amidst dangers,
but one unslumbering Helper mounted guard over their undefended slumbers.
"I laid me down and slept" there among the echoes of the hills.
"I awaked, for Jehovah sustained me;" and another night has passed
without the sudden shout of the rebels breaking the silence, or the gleam of
their swords in the starlight. The experience of protection thus far heartens
him to front even the threatening circle of his foes around him, whom it is his
pain to think of as "the people" of God, and yet as his foes. And then
he betakes himself in renewed energy of faith to his one weapon of prayer, and
even before the battle sees the victory, and the Divine power fracturing the
jaws and breaking the teeth of the wild beasts who hunt him. But his last
thought is not of retribution nor of fear; for himself he rises to the height
of serene trust, "Salvation is of the Lord;" and for his foes and for
all the nation that had risen against him his thoughts are worthy of a true
king, freed from all personal animosity, and his words are a prayer conceived
in the spirit of Him whose dying breath was intercession for His rebellious
subjects who crucified their King, "Thy blessing be upon Thy people."
04 October, 2020
THE LIFE OF DAVID ACCORDING TO THE PSALMS—CONTINUED XIV.—CHASTISEMENTS 3/3
Violence and Strife in possession of it, spies prowling about the walls day and night, Evil and Trouble in its midst, and Destruction, Oppression, and Deceit—a goodly company—flaunting in its open spaces. And the spirit, the brain of the whole, is the trusted friend whom he had made his own equal, who had shared his secretest thoughts in private, who had walked next him in solemn processions to the temple. Seeing all this, what does the king do, who was once so fertile in resource, so decisive in counsel, so prompt in action? Nothing. His only weapon is prayer. "As for me, I will call upon God; and the Lord will save me. Evening, and morning, and at noon, will I pray, and cry aloud: and He shall hear my voice." He lets it all grow as it list, and only longs to be out of all the weary coil of troubles. "Oh that I had wings like a dove, then would I fly away and be at rest. Lo, I would flee far off, I would lodge in the wilderness. I would swiftly fly to my refuge from the raging wind, from the tempest." The langour of his disease, love for his worthless son, consciousness of sin, and submission to the chastisement through "one of his own house," which Nathan had foretold, kept him quiet, though he saw the plot winding its meshes round him. And in this submission patient confidence is not wanting, though subdued and saddened, which finds expression in the last words of this psalm of the heavy laden, "Cast thy burden upon Jehovah. He, He will sustain thee.... I will trust in Thee."
When the blow at last fell, the same passive acquiescence in what he felt to be God's chastisement is very noticeable. Absalom escapes to Hebron, and sets up the standard of revolt. When the news comes to Jerusalem the king's only thought is immediate flight. He is almost cowardly in his eagerness to escape, and is prepared to give up everything without a blow. It seems as if only a touch was needed to overthrow his throne. He hurries on the preparations for flight with nervous haste. He forms no plans beyond those of his earlier wish to fly away and be at rest. He tries to denude himself of followers. When the six hundred men of Gath—who had been with him ever since his early days in Philistia, and had grown grey in his service—make themselves the van of his little army, he urges the heroic Ittai, their leader, to leave him a fugitive, and to worship the rising sun, "Return to thy place, and abide with the king"—so thoroughly does he regard the crown as passed already from his brows. The priests with the ark are sent back; he is not worthy to have the symbol of the Divine presence identified with his doubtful cause, and is prepared to submit without a murmur if God "thus say, I have no delight in thee."
With covered head and naked feet he goes up the slope of Olivet, and turning perhaps at that same bend in the rocky mountain path where the true King, coming to the city, wept as he saw its shining walls and soaring pinnacles across the narrow valley, the discrowned king and all his followers broke into passionate weeping as they gazed their last on the lost capital, and then with choking sobs rounded the shoulder of the hill and set their faces to their forlorn flight. Passing through the territory of Saul's tribe—dangerous ground for him to tread—the rank hatred of Shimei's heart blossoms into speech. With Eastern vehemence, he curses and flings stones and dust in the transports of his fury, stumbling along among the rocks high up on the side of the glen, as he keeps abreast of the little band below. Did David remember how the husband from whom he had torn Michal had followed her to this very place, and there had turned back weeping to his lonely home? The remembrance, at any rate, of later and more evil deeds prompted his meek answer, "Let him curse, for the Lord hath bidden him." The first force of the disaster spent itself, and by the time he was safe across Jordan, on the free uplands of Bashan, his spirit rises. He makes a stand at Mahanaim, the place where his great ancestor, in circumstances somewhat analogous to his own, had seen the vision of "bright-harnessed angels" ranked in battle array for the defence of himself and his own little band, and called the name of the place the "two camps." Perhaps that old story helped to hearten him, as the defection of Ahithophel from the conspiracy certainly would do. As the time went on, too, it became increasingly obvious that the leaders of the rebellion were "infirm of purpose," and that every day of respite from actual fighting diminished their chances of success, as that politic adviser saw so plainly. Whatever may have been the reason, it is clear that by the time David had reached Mahanaim he had resolved not to yield without a struggle. He girds on his sword once more with some of the animation of early days, and the light of trustful valour blazes again in his old eyes.
03 October, 2020
THE LIFE OF DAVID ACCORDING TO THE PSALMS—CONTINUED XIV.—CHASTISEMENTS 2/3
The first effect of his sorrow was to close his lips in a silence that was not altogether submission. "I held my peace, even from good, and my sorrow was stirred." As in his sin, when he kept silence, his "bones waxed old," so now in his sorrow and sickness the pain that could not find expression raged the more violently. The tearless eyes were hot and aching; but he conquered the dumb spirit, and could carry his heavy thoughts to God. They are very heavy at first. He only desires that the sad truth may be driven deeper into his soul. With the engrossment so characteristic of melancholy, he asks, what might have been thought the thing he needed least, "Make me to know mine end;" and then he dilates on the gloomy reflections which he had been cherishing in silence. Not only he himself, with his handbreadth of days, that shrink into absolute nothingness when brought into contrast with the life of God, but "every man," even when apparently "standing" most "firm, is only a breath." As a shadow every man moves spectral among shadows. The tumult that fills their lives is madness; "only for a breath are they disquieted." So bitterly, with an anticipation of the sad, clear-eyed pity and scorn of "The Preacher," does the sick and wearied king speak, in tones very unlike the joyous music of his earlier utterances.
But, true and wholesome as such thoughts are, they are not all the truth. So the prayer changes in tone, even while its substance is the same. He rises from the shows of earth to his true home, driven thither by their hollowness. "My hope is in Thee." The conviction of earth's vanity is all different when it has "tossed him to Thy breast." The pardoned sinner, who never thereafter forgot his grievous fall, asks for deliverance "from all his transgressions." The sullen silence has changed into full acquiescence: "I opened not my mouth, because Thou didst it,"—a silence differing from the other as the calm after the storm, when all the winds sleep and the sun shines out on a freshened world, differs from the boding stillness while the slow thunder-clouds grow lurid on the horizon. He cries for healing, for he knows his sickness to be the buffet and assault of God's hand; and its bitterness is assuaged, even while its force continues, by the conviction that it is God's fatherly chastisement for sin which gnaws away his manly vigour as the moth frets his kingly robe. The very thought which had been so bitter—that every man is vanity—reappears in a new connection as the basis of the prayer that God would hear, and is modified so as to become infinitely blessed and hopeful. "I am a stranger with Thee, and a sojourner, as all my fathers were." A wanderer indeed, and a transient guest on earth; but what of that, if he be God's guest? All that is sorrowful is drawn off from the thought when we realise our connection with God. We are in God's house; the host, not the guest, is responsible for the housekeeping. We need not feel life lonely if He be with us, nor its shortness sad. It is not a shadow, a dream, a breath, if it be rooted in Him. And thus the sick man has conquered his gloomy thoughts, even though he sees little before him but the end; and he is not cast down even though his desires are all summed up in one for a little respite and healing, ere the brief trouble of earth be done with: "O spare me, that I may recover strength before I go hence, and be no more."
It may be observed that this supposition of a protracted illness, which is based upon these psalms, throws light upon the singular passiveness of David during the maturing of Absalom's conspiracy, and may naturally be supposed to have favoured his schemes, an essential part of which was to ingratiate himself with suitors who came to the king for judgment by affecting great regret that no man was deputed of the king to hear them. The accumulation of untried causes, and the apparent disorganization of the judicial machinery, are well accounted for by David's sickness.
The fifty-fifth psalm gives some very pathetic additional particulars. It is in three parts—a plaintive prayer and portraiture of the psalmist's mental distress (vers. 1-8); a vehement supplication against his foes, and indignant recounting of their treachery (vers. 9-16); and, finally, a prophecy of the retribution that is to fall upon them (vers. 17-23). In the first and second portions we have some points which help to complete our picture of the man. For instance, his heart "writhes" within him, the "terrors of death" are on him, "fear and trembling" are come on him, and "horror" has covered him. All this points, like subsequent verses, to his knowledge of the conspiracy before it came to a head. The state of the city, which is practically in the hands of Absalom and his tools, is described with bold imagery.