Today
I read Deuteronomy chapters 19 to 26. I got some verses I noted, that go right
through the heart of God’s Salvation for the Israelites in the Old Testament
time and global Salvation for all in the New Testament.
Deuteronomy
26:16-19
“Today
the Lord your God has commanded you to obey all these decrees and
regulations. So be careful to obey them wholeheartedly. You have
declared today that the Lord is your God. And you have promised to
walk in his ways, and to obey his decrees, commands, and regulations, and to do
everything he tells you. The Lord has declared today that you
are his people, his own special treasure, just as he promised, and that you
must obey all his commands. And if you do, he will set you high
above all the other nations he has made. Then you will receive praise,
honor, and renown. You will be a nation that is holy to the Lord your God,
just as he promised.”
As I
read these verses above, I don’t know about you, but I am excited. Why? Because
even the Israelites who were under the law were called to the same process we
are called to. Personally, when I read the Old Testament I am overwhelmed with
rules and regulations. Yet, it was never about the rules and regulations and it
was always about making sure the word of God penetrated their hearts until the
law became part of their inner beings to change their attitude and transform
them.
I have
goose bumps as I write this, because my God is a changeless God! Can you recognize
when we do not understand God’s grace and hide behind this “man made kind of cheap
grace” idea that has taken the Church by storm, God cannot be pleased? The
Puritans, along with Paul and the other apostles would be disgusted with us
today. Sadly, we forget, being under grace bring us to a point where we are
more accountable to God than the Israelites were because through Christ death, He
can live it out in us.
If Christ,
who is in you, doesn’t change your attitude and your inner life as you watch
yourself growing spiritually in a phenomenal way on the inside, then Christ’s
death makes no difference in your life. I do not mean growing in Bible reading
and taking on more work in the church to feel like you are doing something for
God. We got to make sure we are right with Him on the inside first before we live
it out on the outside. Anything that shows itself on the outside should be because
of who we are inside. Otherwise, all that we offer to Him, day in day out will
be in the flesh. From the Old to the New Testament God has never accepted
anything in the flesh. For us Christians it is only when it is offered to Him
through Christ who is living freely in our lives with no hindrances, no lip
service, no manipulation, no camouflage and no reservation. We leave it all
behind and go to Him just as we are. In our mind, will and heart, we are
totally bankrupt because there is no free will left; Christ is lifted up and
given His rightful place. We go empty
handed to the One who loves us. In the end, He wants our best, not the rest.
I love
saying to people “get with the program” in reality, the Christian life is a
life where we all need to get with the program. I don’t know about you, but this
song that we sing all the time at Church when there is an alter call “Just as I
am without one plea, oh Lamb of God I come!” I sing it all the time, not
because I don’t have the assurance of salvation and not because it is my favorite
song. But, when you learn what it means to wait for God for years and He keeps
testing you day in day out, it is easy to lose patience. It is easy to pack it
all up and say the heck with everything. So, I need to sing this song to my Lord and
Saviour, because every day is an opportunity to offer our lives to Him, just as
we are. When my life is too heavy for me, when people keep hurting me, when I
am misunderstood, used and thrown away, when I feel alone and He is so far away
that it feels like He is a figment of my imagination. When I feel abandoned by
Him and I am tired of waiting, I usually sing this song.
I get
there, because I know, no matter how this life is painful, so painful
sometimes, even the verse of Jeremiah 29: 11 does not do anything for me, if
anything it sounds more like empty words with no meaning whatsoever in my life.
Times like that, I know I am getting in over my head and if I give in, I will
go through a pity party with a one way ticket. So, like a brainless child, I go
back to Him with this song and dump it all at His feet. The song brings me back
to what is real and to what I know. While my feelings can betray me, I know how
real He is even if I cannot recall it now. I know for sure for the past nine
years or so, the most I have spent without seeing a spiritual growth spurt, is
about two months. Strangely, when I feel I am at my lowest that is when I grow
almost daily. Using the song to bring myself back to a level where I can endure
is His grace at work in me.
Another
reason for me to go back to Him in faith and humility, is because I believe in
His promises, I can claim them, own them and hang on to them with every fiber
of my being, because KNOW I am living the life He put before me. Like David in
Psalm 119:9-60 “I pondered the direction of my life, and I turned to follow
your laws. I will hurry, without delay, to obey your commands.” I live to
do His will alone, to bring Him glory to worship Him with all that I am and to
know Him. So, I delight in His word. His word is truly a lamp unto my feet; so,
I can stand before Him with no shame, doubt and fear knowing that, this is my
life before Him. As I read psalm 119 today,
many of those verses brought tears to my eyes because I can see myself so much.
One
thing with God is that even though there is so much pain in the offering. You
feel like an idiot because it is almost like there is something within you that
is driving you right back to Him, in spite of it all. Incidentally, I know it
is the life of Christ within. But what
is strange, is that if people could see into your heart, and knew the pain God testing
has brought into your life. If they truly knew your business in a much deeper
way, they would plainly accuse you of believing in pain because you keep going
back for more of what look like on the outside “more pain.” But, it is part of being
one with Christ, having a life set on Him at any cost by any way He leads, He then
restrains you through His grace. 2 Chronicles 16:9a “For the eyes of the
LORD range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully
committed to him. He then restrains you through His grace. While you are in
pain, instead of running away, you run right back to Him even though you know
it means “more pain”
So,
if the Lord is your God, and you have promised to walk in His ways, to obey His
decrees, commands, and regulation, then do everything He tells you to do. Stop
lying to yourself, life is too short.
Psalm 119:97-109
Oh, how I
love your instructions!
I think about
them all day long.
98 Your commands
make me wiser than my enemies,
for they are
my constant guide.
99 Yes, I have
more insight than my teachers,
for I am
always thinking of your laws.
100 I am even
wiser than my elders,
for I have
kept your commandments.
101 I have
refused to walk on any evil path,
so that I
may remain obedient to your word.
102 I haven’t
turned away from your regulations,
for you have
taught me well.
103 How sweet
your words taste to me;
they are
sweeter than honey.
104 Your
commandments give me understanding;
no wonder I
hate every false way of life.
105 Your word is
a lamp to guide my feet
and a light
for my path.
106 I’ve
promised it once, and I’ll promise it again:
I will obey
your righteous regulations.
107 I have
suffered much, O Lord;
restore my
life again as you promised.
108 Lord, accept my offering of praise,
and teach me
your regulations.
109 My life
constantly hangs in the balance,
but I will
not stop obeying your instructions.
Just as I Am, Without
One Plea
Text: Charlotte Elliott, 1789-1871
Music: William B.
Bradbury, 1816-1868
Just as I am, without one plea,
but that thy blood was shed for me,
and that thou bidst me come to thee,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come.
2. Just as I am, and waiting not
to rid my soul of one dark blot,
to thee whose blood can cleanse each spot,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come.
3. Just as I am, though tossed about
with many a conflict, many a doubt,
fightings and fears within, without,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come.
4. Just as I am, poor, wretched, blind;
sight, riches, healing of the mind,
yea, all I need in thee to find,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come.
5. Just as I am, thou wilt receive,
wilt welcome, pardon, cleanse, relieve;
because thy promise I believe,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come.
6. Just as I am, thy love unknown
hath broken every barrier down;
now, to be thine, yea thine alone,
O Lamb of God, I come, I come.