It is important
to remember, God always wants us to join Him in what He is doing in our lives; since
the beginning of time when He created Adam & Eve and throughout the whole
Bible. While He taught me how important our participation is to Him, He did not
tell me why. In my opinion, some of the reasons He wants our participation is
so our free will is not violated. He wants our participation because it forces
us to be more aware of Him. When we participate we can see His majestic power
at work. We learn to appreciate Him, love Him and revere Him much more because
of the magnitude of seeing His grace at work in our lives. It is also a way to personally relate to us
and He also finds pleasure in us when we voluntarily participate. An example of
that would be Adam & Eve choosing not to listen to the serpent simply
because God had already given His directives.
In the same
way, God wants us to be transformed all the way, to the point where we behold
Him. This beholding work really depends on us a lot. Let me explain. Try to
picture the process of taking a picture. The process resembles to the lengthy
work that used to happen in the old days with the old camera when we had to
wait weeks to finally see the picture fully come to life. (Go to the internet
and read about the lengthy process of the old days) Remember this is the same
God who took the Israelites in the wilderness by the long road, instead of
taking the path that would take them a few days.
Beholding Him
is about becoming like Him. Like I kept saying in my book apprehended &
Apprehending, the awareness of beholding Him makes you understand that His goal
is for us to become “little Christ.” While the work will only be completed when
we die, and it starts right when we have truly received Salvation in our heart
through our first encounter with Him but, there is so much to do to in order to
get us there.
At the end of
the day, beholding Him is acquired through learning to sit and rest at His
feet. When the Holy Spirit first taught me that, I did not understand, and I
really thought I had to be literally at His feet all the time. So, to some
extend I found it almost an impossible job for me to stop all movement, and
learn to rest long enough at His feet so His face, His mannerism, His thought
process, His characters and so on could
become mine. Strangely He did not correct my defective understanding. But, not
only I tried to stay as close as possible to Him in prayers, Bible and
meditation, I learned to be more aware of Him during the day.
A few months
down the road, He did something wonderful for me. The Holy Spirit sort of took
me backward step by step, to see how I have been sitting at His feet all day
long. Through this encounter, I understood that sitting at His feet, did not
mean literally my external body sitting. But, in Spirit I could see all the
time I was living my busy and painful life down here, while I was going on
about my business all day long in this realm, in Spirit, I was living quietly
and restfully at His feet. Through the process, He showed me how much more I
have grown. It is an amazing thing to see how much work God is doing in us in
the background to prepare us for the life awaiting us in Heaven.
If you notice,
Oswald mentioned things like
1) Unveiled
openness before God
2) The Spirit
fills us,
3) Beware
4) Concentrate
(on keeping open lives)
5) Maintain the
position
6) Keeping our
live completely spiritual
7) Let others
criticize
8) Abiding etc.
You can read it
for yourself and find more. But, each one of these things he mentioned could be
expand to become a blog post, some could be expand to become books. This is a
life being spent in abiding in Him where you live inside of Him in complete
rest and holiness. This is a life where you are living with a spiritually
minded mind while you cultivate Christ’s mind. This is a life of complete
surrender (not halfway or case by case) it is a life where other people cannot
touch you with their criticism because you have learned to make it about Him
and live with eternal values in sight. All those words above demand that we
participate with full intend to reach the heart of the Father. They demand our
full attention, and full commitment to Him. While all these things can be done
through the abiding process, Oswald mentioned them for a reason, because each
requires some sort of growth process in Him and some take years to acquire.
At the end of
the day, a life of beholding Him can be acquired though good old “living a full
surrendered life”. Our full surrender does not have to be perfect nor do we
need a full understanding of what it is, but to some extend we need to know
that we are surrendering to God’s way so, anything is possible. We need to know
from the moment we surrender to Him, it is no longer about what we want. We can
do it through a hearty and real commitment to Him. Then, as God takes us deeper
into the surrendering process we realize the first surrender although it was
deep to us, it resembled to Abraham when he left his country, left his comfort zone
and all that he knew was left behind, to go to a place he had no idea of what
to expect and what was going to happen to him. He went, just because God said
so. But Abraham was nowhere near being the man he became later on in life.
Transformed By Insight
The golden rule for your life and mine is this concentrated keeping of the life open towards God. Let everything else – work, clothes, food, everything on earth – go by the board, saving that one thing. The rush of other things always tends to obscure this concentration on God. We have to maintain ourselves in the place of beholding, keeping the life absolutely spiritual all through. Let other things come and go as they may, let other people criticize as they will, but never allow anything to obscure the life that is hid with Christ in God. Never be hurried out of the relationship of abiding in Him. It is the one thing that is apt to fluctuate but it ought not to. The severest discipline of a Christian’s life is to learn how to keep "beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord."
Courtesy of: www.utmost.org
