This is a Blog for those interested in following hard after His heart. Those willing to strive to live a moment-by-moment life as we go through the transformation process with Him. It is not an easy life, but the Father expects each of us to become an offering for His pleasure. So, if this is you, then let’s journey together hand in hand. I am humbled that you have chosen to walk with me. Thanks!
10 February, 2014
09 February, 2014
Deuteronomy Salvation Gratitude and Love! 2/2
Deuteronomy 8:11
"But that is the time to be careful! Beware that in your plenty you do not forget the LORD your God and disobey his commands, regulations, and decrees that I am giving you today."
Deuteronomy 12:1
"These are the decrees and regulations you must be careful to obey when you live in the land that the LORD, the God of your ancestors, is giving you. You must obey them as long as you live."
Deuteronomy 12:8
"Your pattern of worship will change. Today all of you are doing as you please,"
When you digest
the contents of the book of Deuteronomy, you can vividly see why so many Christians
today are wrong. They find the true Christianity too hard and tedious and most
of us are not quite acquainted with the inner life. Like the Israelites, God is
taken for granted at every turn. In Deuteronomy 8:11 Moses told the
Israelites “be aware not to forget the Lord by not keeping His commandments,
His statutes and His ordinances.” We can clearly see as we read God’s word,
that by keeping them we have life. In the February 7th post, I
mentioned that the Christian life God taught me was a busy one because it takes
every ounce of one’s strength and every bit of who you are must abide. I want
to elaborate a bit further on it because it could be misconstrued. In
Deuteronomy like in today’s Christian life, God’s plan has not changed. He
always wanted for all those that are His to learn to keep His word to regulate
their lives. He wanted His word to be what they fed on, to sustain and guide
them. He wanted through it all, to become their God and their sanctifier. Anyone
who tries to walk in this manner will tell you that at the level of the mind,
this life is extremely busy because you cannot achieve this level of obedience
and intimacy with Him without making the effort, moment by moment to constantly
keep His business in the forefront of your mind.
The Israelites
missed out on God’s leading and they missed out on the activities of God’s transforming
power in their lives. This is usually what happens when we reject His
leadership while we get comfortable and take Him for granted. Most of the time
you will find in the absence of God’s transforming activities in one’s life,
there is a need to change our behaviour as we mimic the qualities and
attributes of a model Christian, all in the flesh with no spiritual values.
Years ago I
bought a water heater and put it on my fuel bill. But the interest rates were
so high; it was like borrowing money from the mafia. So the next month, I
decided to make a big payment that would cover at least half of the cost of the
water heater. I intended to pay it in full in the next three months instead of
two years as they laid it out for me. When I called customer service to have
them apply the payment toward the water heater, during the conversation the
lady at the end of the line told me, well by making this payment, you
completely altered the terms of this contract with us. In my mind I remember
thinking “so what?” But, even though I was a brand new Christian, I never
forgot her words because I knew God is a covenant God. God does not take it
kindly to have a bunch of pretenders in the Church. He does not take kindly to those
who are butting heads with Him and expect Him to pay up because He cannot lie.
Most of what I
see around me is people following their Pastors, their Priests and spouses and
God is no longer the head of most Churches or households. We have learned to
practice our religion while learning to behave well to get our hearts in a
place of conformity. Believe me, I wish what I am talking about was simply my
own opinion. But, it is not. Anyone with a sound spiritual mind can see this is
the situation in today’s Church. When
God opened my spiritual eyes, I found out, me too, I was following my pastor
instead of God and I was trying very hard to learn to conform even though I was
not good at it. When we fail to make God’s word the very thing we feed on,
meditate on it and live by it, and when we fail to let His word and activities
transform us we become easy prey. Someone can stand in front of the pulpit,
utter the grossest stupidities about God and we are so numb inside we can’t
differentiate between truth, lies or wrong beliefs.
In the end, all
He wants on a global scale is to lead us to become a people being changed from
glory to glory. He wants us to love, serve and obey Him in His way. He wants to
purify us, preserve us and renew us day by day as He uses us to influence those
around us. This was His goal thousands years ago with the Israelites and it is
still His goal today with us Christians. We serve a changeless God. Why do we
insist on living like sheep without a shepherd, is beyond me.
07 February, 2014
Deuteronomy, Salvation Gratitude and Love! 1/2
I come to love the
book of Deuteronomy because it is filled with God’s
guidance to keep up the
relationship we have with Him. It is also filled with God’s love and protection
for his own. In return He asks obedience that comes right from the heart. Not
just looking to play the part on the outside and to conform. But the motive
behind it all should be our love for Him and in Deuteronomy 6:24 Moses made it
clearer to them. I understand where God is coming from. I can also see why the
Christian life He taught me, is so busy and requires every ounce of one’s strength
and every bit of who you are, must abide. A closer look at the book of
Deuteronomy will show that before love for God can dominate our lives, we need
to acquire something of a monumental importance in our salvation, which is
GRATITUDE. Read Deuteronomy for yourself, and see how many times God emphasized
the importance of gratitude and the role it plays in this life He has in mind
for us. Look at how many times He repeated how they were freed from Egypt, how
well He cared for them in the wilderness and how not only they need to keep
what He has done for them alive in their hearts, but they need to drill them
down into their children so they too, could always be fearful and grateful.
This gratitude I mentioned
above, is acquired when first Salvation touches you on the inside, I am not
talking about the counterfeit Salvation we have today where we get people to
say the sinner’s prayer under duress or through manipulation. I am talking
about those who were touched by God and in their encounter with Him, they have
reached the point where they felt the need to say even in their hearts “God save
me” or “what do I need to do to be saved?” This encounter would have come in
very quietly or with a bang. Whichever way it comes in, your conscience is
pricked and all of the sudden you realize you are a sinner in need of a
saviour. This is the difference between man made Salvation and God’s. With God
in the process, even if we do not know what the next step is, but one thing for
sure, you know of your condition within.
The point I am
trying to make here is that gratitude and humility work together and both come
from God. We do not need to work hard to live a grateful and humble life before
God, because we can see our nothingness and how without Him we can do nothing. All we need to exercise this humility in
everything that we do is abiding in Christ. As we abide in Him, we make use of
Christ’s humility. It is a phenomenal thing to see how, over the years the humility
we possess on the inside is growing as we grow spiritually. Like the agape love
of God, it flows through you. It is like there is something within you that
keeps recalling those moments when we first found out we are nothing but
miserable sinners who deserve hell. Yet, God in His grace not only sent His son
to die for us, but you have something else to be grateful for, because somehow
you have been chosen amongst billions who will be going to hell and your eyes
were opened to your condition. I don’t know about you, but often times I try to
make sense of the fact that I have been called and chosen to see and recognize
that I am a sinner in need of Him, why me instead of someone else? When you can
see your salvation through His eyes, love simply bursts out of your heart like
a broken water main gushing out a river of water. Then, God takes over this
love and exchange it for His Agape Love. This is the result of Salvation, and
this is the life giver living out His life within us.
Now, some of you
might say, well, not all of us have to see our salvation this way and it is not
necessary. I am here to tell you that you either have a defective Salvation or
you have made use of the free will that God has provided for you and like the
Israelites you chose the wrong path. I urge you to examine your heart honestly
and openly before God. If you find out that you cannot bring yourself to even
examine your heart in the light of God, then that is one more reason to panic
because God’s Salvation in your heart will be enough to get you there and drive
you to your knees.
What is worse is
that some of you call yourself Christian for decades, you will read this and
feel like something is wrong with this picture, but will dismiss it all simply
because you do not have the courage to face yourself. There is a strong chance that the feeling you
are trying so hard to suppress is the shame of finding out that you have no
idea what this gratitude and humility are all about and the fear that you could
have been wrong all this time can actually cripple your heart. From all that
Moses told the Israelites in Deuteronomy, we can tell by the time we find the
Israelites in the book of Jeremiah, we can see how badly they have deteriorated
without being wiser. We find them clearly practicing religion but never truly
taking “GOD” within. They cut off and rejected GOD the life giver. They failed
to take God into their hearts and abide by faith in His love. Yet, they never
rejected His promises and felt they were entitled to them.
It is very easy for anyone of us and any group
of people to get so entrenched and build religious practices around certain
doctrines and beliefs, have these practices control our behaviour and regulate
our hearts. But, know this, there is a big difference between Salvation in the
soul changing you and me through grace, and working things from the outside so
that we can conform to our “religion.” In the latter, all we have found is
religion, NOT CHRIST. Like the Israelites, we too cut off and reject CHRIST the
life giver for a substitute. Examine yourself to see if you are in the faith
because in the end, God loves all that He has created no matter what, but not
all of us belong to Him.
06 February, 2014
Deuteronomy 6-9 – Warnings – Promises – Gratitude & Obedience to God-Part 4/4
Exodus 32:9-10
Then the LORD said, "I
have seen how stubborn and rebellious these people are. Now leave me alone so
my fierce anger can blaze against them, and I will destroy them. Then I will
make you, Moses, into a great nation."
Moses recounted the
story in Deuteronomy 9:24-29 “You have been rebellious against the LORD ever
since I have known you. I lay prostrate before the
LORD those forty days and forty nights because the LORD had
said he would destroy you. I prayed to the LORD and said,
"O Sovereign LORD, do not destroy your people, your own
inheritance that you redeemed by your
great power and brought out of Egypt with a mighty hand. Remember your servants Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. Overlook the
stubbornness of this people, their wickedness and their sin. Otherwise,
the country from which you brought us will say, 'Because the
LORD was not able to take them into the land he had promised them, and because
he hated them, he brought them out to put them to death in
the desert.' But they are your people, your
inheritance that you brought out by your great power and
your outstretched arm."
As I read Deuteronomy
chapter 9 I fell in love with Moses heart and attitude toward God and prayed
that I never depart from what He taught me. Verses 24-29 touched my heart and even though
I know God has already dealt with this part of my heart in how I respond to Him
in my daily walk, I felt the need to pray to Him for my preservation. Here is why. In these verses, we have a great example of
what it means to use the deposit God makes in us to draw close in oneness and
intimacy. When we read about Moses in the Old Testament, we have to be
completely out to lunch not to see the meekness in this man’s heart, attitude and
actions. Even God acknowledged his meekness. On more than one occasion, God wanted to
destroy the Israelites and blotted their names out from under heaven. By the
same token, he offered Moses to make him a great and mighty nation. If Moses
had accepted God’s offer and promise, he would have been in his right to do so.
He would have been entitled to it because God made the offer and He could not
have taken it back if Moses answer was “yes”
In the end, those
chapters of Deuteronomy that I have been talking about in the past three posts,
teach us a lesson that all of us should aspire to. Moses’s attitude and
response to God in regard to His offer to make him a powerful nation shows what
it means to truly love God and be one with Him. When your heart has been
touched by God through His gracious and generous Salvation, and when you
understand through the Holy Spirit’s eyes what this walk with Him is all about,
you do not see God’s promises to make you something or give you something. You
are past that stage so much, it is almost like it has become the last thing on
your list. Of course, this comes with Spiritual growth and maturity in the
faith. You do not see the fact that He promised you a place in heaven. You do
not care about the privileges you are entitled to as the King’s heir. None of
these matters to you. All your heart could see is “His glory.” You could care
less about all that He can do for you. I keep repeating myself here for a good
reason. I want you to see it through your spiritual eyes and I want to pay
attention to it.
This kind of growth happens
only when we become so merged with Him, regardless how long we have been a Christian,
as we live in His Holiness and His righteousness, the self has been annihilated
so much, that you are watching yourself not being elated by His promises to give
you something especially IF IT IS AT HIS OWN EXPENSES. With the self being dealt
with, there is room only for Him to live His life within you so much so, that
your answer to Him is always according to what Christ would respond. Hence why,
Moses did not want this blessing in Exodus 32:10. I love the fact that there is
a paradox there. You would be wrong to think that Moses had the power to refuse
something like God promised to make him “a great nation" without
God’s grace at work in him.
When this kind of
things happens to you, it is like you are watching someone else doing things
within you because you know there is no way on earth you would not go for His
offer instead. When things like that happen, you know without a doubt that it
is not you who is living this life but Him in you. You are jealous for His
reputation and your answer to Him contains the same kind of motive, attitude
and love that you see in Moses answer in Deuteronomy 9:28. The funny thing is,
when you sort of sit down to think about what just happened there, you cannot
help asking yourself why is it there is something in you that is guarding God
so jealously that it feels as if you are completely forgetting that God can
take care of Himself. Yet, you cannot help it simply because you are living out
Galatians 2:20 in full fledge.
I am not saying that we should not enjoy God’s
promises. Oh No! That would be so wrong, I would not know how to describe it. I
personally truly enjoy God’s promises and I live with expectancy in my heart. But
what I am saying is that His promises are at the bottom of your list when your
heart gets hold of Him. When you get what Salvation means, according to His
plans, you actually find the next best things are a heart filled with gratitude
toward Him, a strengthen faith a need to obey and you are watching His Agape
love permeates your heart slowly. In
living out the real Christian life, in spirit, you will find out all these
things I mentioned above come way before you even think about what’s in it for
you.
This is why I keep
saying, if after decades of calling ourselves Christian and we know nothing
else about Him except holding on to His promises like a dog with a bone, then
we miss the point of Salvation completely. The Israelites already had this mentality and
it did not work for God at all. In the end, God did not fail the Israelites and
He did not fail in His promises to them. The truth is, they failed God! When we
fail to know God and walk with Him in the way He planned for us, Moses tells us
exactly in Deut 9:27, we are there because of our sin, our rebellious heart,
and wickedness. Ask yourself, when was the last time you examine your heart to
meet with God face to face and deal with your sinful and wicked heart? Most of us can’t. We do not even accept the
fact that we are wicked. We have no problem seeing it in unbelievers while we
act as if it is not for us. I noticed whenever I speak about my wicked heart; I
offend the people I am talking to. They have a need to correct me and usually
they are quick to blame the devil for me feeling this way or even acknowledge
that I have a wicked heart.
I could go on for days with what I see in Deuteronomy that we need
to apply in our lives today. But I will stop there. I pray that God would touch
your heart and that you would be moved to give Him the love and obedience that
is due to Him. I pray that you would learn to see that Christianity cannot be
compartmentalized, but it is a lifestyle lived out in Him and through Him!
03 February, 2014
YES GRACE IS FREE!
This
morning as I was having the greatest time with God and I was worshipping in
songs, prayers, bible study and so on. My heart and soul were engulfed with so
much love for Him I could almost taste Him. The passion, the love, and the ache
that I feel for His redeeming love for me made me want to scream from the top
of my lungs how grateful I am for being under grace. The curse of my condition
has been broken and I am allowed to go behind the veil to worship at His feet
right there. What an honor? What love He feels for me and how much Christ must
love His father to sacrifice it all for His glory.
I
don’t know about you, but because I am under grace, all I want is to love Him
just the same. Not because I am good or that I have more will power than any
one of you. At the end of the day I am just scum. But, because I can truly say “because
He lives I live.” I can truly say “it is not me living, but Christ lives in me.”
YES GRACE IS FREE! But grace must be given
room to work out God’s plan in our hearts and our lives for His glory.
If
we allow Him to teach us what it means to worship Him with our lives, we
understand that it is the fulfillment of what we were born for and we do not
have to wait to go to heaven to start fulfilling it. – The beauty, the embrace,
the love, the passion and wholeness can all be ours right now. Would you
surrender your soul to let Him be everything He can be in your life? Let go of
all regrets, what might have been, the pain, and all the wrong that has been
done to us, go to Him in the now and be ready to go forward with Him.
Guys, I am having one of those days with God that was not planned
at all. It all started yesterday when God convicted my heart for not being in
the "NOW" enough to let the passion of His love and grace flows through me. As I
examined my heart, I came to the conclusion that He was right. Without
realizing it, I have been concerned with certain things in my life which caused
me to neglect Him.
I then made the decision to let go and stop giving Him my second best. All night I kept thinking how grateful I am because He did not let me keep going in the wrong way for too long. That is a work of His grace working within. So as I woke up this morning, I emptied myself of all that entangled and offered myself up to Him. I can tell I am going to spend most of the day in worship. I had to really pull myself away while the CD is playing in the background, to share with you. I have to go spend more time with the GREAT I AM!
In His Agape Love,
MJ
02 February, 2014
Deuteronomy 6-9 – Warnings – Promises – Gratitude & Obedience to God-Part 3
As I read
Deuteronomy 6 – 9, I kept asking myself why is it most of us Christians dismiss
those words of God when in reality they are there in black and white? How do we
manage to find it so natural and easy to claim God's promises while dismissing
what accompany His promises?
I am sure all
of us Christians are familiar with a very popular and partial verse that
Christians love saying “the Lord is faithful and He keeps His covenant.”
But one look at Deuteronomy 7:9-11 you will see it is a partial truth we tell
ourselves because God has conditions there. He also talked about those who love
Him and keep His commandments.
I heard a
well known pastor saying that since we are under grace, then, the conditions no
longer applied to us, otherwise it would not be grace and grace is free. If
only we can learn the meaning of God’s grace through the Holy Spirit’s teaching,
we would understand it is exactly because we are under grace these conditions
apply. Yes, grace is totally free. Grace transforms us, and because of His grace
Christ lives within us. If indeed we are under His grace, then fulfilling His
conditions become part of our own will, because we have the will of God within
us to do, and to bring Him glory.
We are so
creative when it comes to dismissing God's word. Like the Pharisees we get so
busy covering up the lack of God in our lives and sadly, we get caught up in
our own hype. Through it all, we are incapable of seeing the same God that we
find in the Old and New Testament. Most of us are incapable of translating into
our lives, the conditions and warnings found in the Old Testament, for what
they mean to today’s Christians.
When you look
at the Israelite’s path, meaning their ungratefulness, the blindness, lack of
love, faith and their harden hearts, we see they have never changed from the
time God left them to die in the wilderness. As we can see in Jeremiah, after
decades of warning, they never took God at His word, always assumed they would
be fine and never felt the need to change. In the end they lost the Promised
Land just like God promised He would do if they did not follow according to His
idea of what following Him meant. Much
later we find the Pharisees caught up in their religiosity, the word of God had
not penetrated their hearts, and once again they did what was best for them, which
means they killed their king. Can you see how easy it is to follow blindly the
wrong path in our spiritual ignorance, blindness and lack of humility?
Sometimes, I
am discouraged and feel like it’s a losing battle because hell is going to have
way too many Catholics, Baptist, Methodist,
Evangelical, Adventist, Mormons, popes, pastors, priests, church leaders, nuns,
etc. The list goes on. I can see the blindness which is so thick out there. The
Spiritual ignorance that is leading the Church, while each one of them thinks
it is the other one. Because of our lack of true Christianity, most of us have
no idea what it means to be healed of our messy emotions that lead our lives.
Sometimes
when I think of Christ dying on the Cross and tore the veil, my heart is overwhelms
because I know too well what that means. This veil that has been removed gives
us access to the Holy of Holies. Yet, the majority of Christians is living with
no idea what it means for God to have removed the veil. One of the reasons the
Israelites never get there, is because they could not switch gears and make it
about God. No, it was like asking them for too much. Although God repeated several
times in Deuteronomy that they were chosen not because they were impressive,
but rather He chose them out of pure grace, it still did not sink into their
hearts. And as long as they could not get them in their thick heads and in
their harden hearts, they could never find gratefulness and gratitude to honour
Him for who He is. They could never humble themselves in the way God truly sees
them, so they took everything for granted.
01 February, 2014
Deuteronomy 6-9 - Warnings - Promises - Gratitude & Obedience to God-Part 2
The other day
I met a lady in the shopping center. I know her and her husband from my
previous Church. Although I used to
interact mainly with her husband, when I saw her she smiled at me. I stopped
and inquired about how her family was doing. Then, knowing very well they were
part of what God has called me to leave behind, I inquired about her spiritual
growth. She went on telling me how much they are growing in the Lord and how
important it is to keep growing etc. She then asked me a question about myself,
I said, unfortunately God told me He wants me in the background. She then answered
what do you mean God told you? How do you know it is God? I responded, because
I interact with Him on a daily basis and because I have a relationship with the
triune God within. She then replied, “don't tell me you can hear God.” I said
of course I can hear God talking to me in the new heart. Then the lady
dismissed me like an old dirty sock and walked away while she is saying “I have
to go”. I could tell from her attitude she felt, somehow I have become a
deranged person.
Afterward, I
felt bad as if I let God down. I knew this lady was going to talk to her
husband and both of them would agree that I am crazy. I felt even as she was
leaving, I should have given her at least one verse reference to this fact. I
guess one of the reasons I am stuck in Deuteronomy 6-9 it is because I know too
well how my previous church was like most Churches today. They function as if
the God of the Old Testament is a God of the past and a God of history and the God
of the New Testament is more loving. So they could not see anything wrong with
practicing the kind of Christianity where everything is under some kind of
cheap grace. This kind of teaching was such a stumbling block for me when the
Holy Spirit decided to teach me Himself.
Once again, I
will go down in history for saying we Protestants has taken way too much out of
God's word. Yet we cannot see the big tree in our eyes because we are too busy
judging the Catholics for adding too much. God is truly all knowing. He did not
say these words in Deuteronomy 4:2 in vain. “Do not add to what I command
you and do not subtract from it, but keep the commands of the LORD your God
that I give you.” He knew an important group of people would add to His
word another important one would take away from His word. The only way to find
a balance is to rely on His grace. When God was dealing with the Israelites in
the wilderness, it was His grace at work through them, even today, it is still
His grace at work through us. – Nothing has changed, He is the same today and
forever.
One of the
first things He decided to teach me in the wilderness was to get rid of this
kind of love that I felt for Him. I sobbed uncontrollably when He showed me
that the only love I am capable of feeling for Him had nothing to do with the
love that He talked about. By then, my heart was engulfed with gratitude for my
salvation, so I truly thought I loved Him. You can imagine how bad I felt when
I recognized within me, I did not have the capacity even to do something as
simple as loving Him. I cried because I felt I had nothing to offer this big
God. I remember the Holy Spirit consoles me as He explained to me how it was okay
for me to offer a defective human love (Philos love) to Him. He also taught me
as long as I am willing to let Him take my defective love and change it into
His agape love, that’s all it takes. A
few years down the road He showed me how I am making use of His agape love
flowing in my heart.
Without going
to God in humility, we keep recycling and loving God with the same kind of
feelings of friendship love that the unbelievers use to love each other. The
love God is talking about in the Bible is so much more than what we know and
what we have to offer. This Godly love that we are commanded to love our God
with, as well as our brothers and sisters in Christ and also the unbelievers, is
not the kind of love that we withdraw “just because.” In time, I also
understood why it took God so long to finally show me His agape love was now
flowing through me. Like anything that belongs to Him that we have to make use
of, He has to first empty us. Whether we talk about His Holiness, His Righteousness
or His Agape Love, if we are too full of the self, He needs to empty us first
before He can fill us up with Himself.
With all my
heart, I did not care about this lady dismissal of me as she walked away. God
already made it clear to me that I am not going to gather friends by speaking
the truth that He taught me. If I were to care about myself, this would mean I
have not learned to serve one God, and man’s opinion still matters a great
deal. Paul told us it is wrong in Galatians 1:10. God has dealt with my heart
over the years to learn to focus on serving Him and let Him deal with man’s
opinion of me. But, my heart was aching knowing that, this lady's husband is
well respected in the Church and he is part of the leadership. He also has a
bible study group that I attended once in early 2000 a few months after I
became a Christian. I care because I missed an opportunity to let God use me
properly. I care because I realized since I left the Church, the pastor is
different, but the teaching has not changed much. It makes sense when you
consider the pastor who took over was a mentor to the previous one.
So, as I read
Deuteronomy 6-9 I kept asking myself, how on earth can a Christian read these
chapters and not seeing the cheap grace that permeates the Church then, and
now? I ask myself why do we take it all
for granted, and throw “diligence” out of the window while living with the
assumption that it is okay to do that to God. One of the reasons cheap grace
permeates the Church so much is because, like the Israelites, we have never
learned to let His grace help us love Him with all our heart. It is only by
learning to love Him with all our heart that the self can fade away while the
heart and soul embrace the saviour and take on His interests alone.
Sadly, often
times, we have followed a path for so long that we cannot get off of it even if
we wanted to. So, when we hear the truth and it does not sit well with us, most
of the time we automatically respond with our fragile ego. We use it as a
shield to protect us from our fear and shame. But just the fact that our ego is
leading, should be a major indication that we are nowhere near where we should
be with God. Like the Israelites the only thing that was leading them in the
wilderness was their ego. When the ego (the self) has not been dealt, with then
we have nothing to offer as we insist on living in the flesh. The moment the
flesh is leading there is no room for the Holy Spirit to be heard and to work
within us. It makes sense because we already have a master at work, why would
we need the Holy Spirit's leadership?
God is good. He made arrangement for me to see this lady
again, three days after our first encounter. It is funny that I did not see
them since 2007 and suddenly I got to see the wife twice in three days. When I
saw her I took her on the side and told her, the other day I made her uncomfortable for
saying that I could hear God, but I had no intention of offending her simply
because God’s word says "my sheep hears my voice" She looked at me
straight in my eyes, changed the subject while walking away. I was at peace
knowing that I did what I had to do. I gave her something to think about and
will no longer worry about my part, the rest is up to God.
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